Outcast9428 wrote: ↑October 9th, 2022, 6:37 am
MarcosZeitola wrote: ↑October 9th, 2022, 4:30 am
Outcast9428 wrote: ↑October 5th, 2022, 2:37 pm
Rather then never talking about sex or saying it’s evil. I think the healthiest approach is to make sure they know it can be a wonderful and powerful expression of love and affection when done right. A sexual relationship done right will provide you more joy then anything else in the world. But that having sex where there is no love, no affection, no respect, no connection…
Sex done for the purposes of deviance, power, or pride, or any other desires… It is like holding hands with gloves on. It is empty, meaningless, and will probably make you feel worse after having done it then you felt before because of frustration.
This is all quite fascinating to me because I've done both these things... I have had sex that was meaningful, and sex devoid of meaning. And in all honesty, some of the most amazing and fascinating sexual encounters I have had, have been in the more casual context. Now granted I've had amazing sex within committed relationships as well. But for me, after a certain number of encounters, a certain number of years, the joy sort of gets taken out of things. Am I alone in this, am I somehow fundamentally broken for feeling this way? I do not know. But I do know that many other men feel the same way. Like I love sex, within marriage, within a stable relationship. But sooner or later, the excitement dies down a little. For me, that is.
I've noticed that, for instance, if I would sleep with a new partner again at the beginning of a new fling or relationship, the first times we do it I'm rock-hard, and I can do it again, and again, round after round, not to brag or be vulgar but after a few weeks, or months, I'm not in that state of mind anymore. Things become a little boring. I'm still happy with the girl, we're fine, but I've seen her body many times and I'm a bit, bored?
A lot of men want more sex, with more girls, because perhaps we're programmed to spread our seed and this is, for some men, a viable reproductive strategy. I believe it was @Cornfed who once said that there are two "types" of men; those who marry one woman, stick with her and raise a conservative family, and those who f**k around and impregnate random girls, then ditch them and go on to the next, pumping and dumping their way through life. The degenerate approach would likely land a man with more descendants, as his equally degenerate sons, some raised by single moms after daddy dearest skipped town, will likely follow in his nasty footsteps. Whereas a perfectly decent one-woman-for-life salaryman may raise two incel sons and a frigid repressed daughter for all we know and have only a few or zero grandchildren.
So there's different ways of men reproducing, viewing sex, family, and all of it. Some of this is dictated by nature, dictated perhaps by a man's impulse control, or his levels of testosterone or what-have-you. There are times, my friend, where I feel that I'm essentially fighting against my very nature just to stay with one woman for life. I badly want to do it, be faithful and stay with her. But it's not easy. And I cannot be the only man who feels this way, @Lucas88 or @Pixel--Dude may understand this point, and even @Tsar confided in me once that "one woman may not cut it for him". @WilliamSmith probably gets this too. This... desire. Instinct, if you will, that just calls us.
For instance the very act of not looking at other girls when committed to one? Hard as hell. Not to desire other girls? At times almost impossible. Yes, I can "keep it in my pants" but it's not always something that is easy or even something that feels right. And making love to the same woman for years and years ond end does not satisfy, sexually, all men. I'm sorry to say this but I don't just believe in that. Perhaps at some point, after a certain number of bed partners, a man is ruined the way a woman who sleeps with many men would be ruined. Perhaps that is the case. Or perhaps this is inate in certain men. I do not know. But I spend a lot of time thinking about it, every now and then.
That’s strange, I can’t imagine ever feeling like “the first night” was better then anything that came after it. The first night for me is always the least pleasurable. It’s typically awkward, kind of fumbly, you don’t really understand each other’s bodies yet.
To be quite frank, I’m not very good on the first night
. I was told by my ex that the first time we did it was a 5/10, months afterward on the other hand, I had improved to an 8.5/10.
The same thing happens for me though. The first night my orgasm is incredibly weak and feels forced. Six months into the relationship, however, and they become insanely powerful. To the point where it actually frightened me a few times because I didn’t know they could even get that powerful. I know she didn’t do anything differently from before. But what did change was that my feelings of love and affection for her were stronger.
Oxytocin is directly linked to orgasmic strength and sex drive as well. Oxytocin is also the bonding hormone and helps males and females bond to one another.
After my ex broke up with me it took months before I could fantasize about anyone else during my alone time. Any girl I conjured up in my imagination felt inadequate. Using porn was the only way I could separate myself from her psychologically.
Personally I don’t think Tsar is very traditional in the Christian sense. I’ve had about a half a dozen friends from the Middle East and somehow Tsar is more Arab in personality then all of them. He is traditionally Islamic, not traditionally Christian.
@Lucas88 @Pixel--Dude
I actually consider myself Pagan and spiritual, but not the New Age or Neo-Paganism stuff.
I view a girl as being most valuable when she's at her very best and part of that means virginity. There's a deep spiritual and metaphysical aspect of getting a virgin.
Most men can overlook it but someone as spiritual as I am cannot do so in most circumstances.
I would say that my outlook is much more Christian but really ancient versions, but you're right, I am not traditionally Christian religious if you consider the 1900s onward. I don't see anything Islamic about my version of traditionalism.
I am more like a traditional Pagan with large amounts of universal noble ideals like family (if I had one), honor, valuing virginity, power, strength, beauty, pride, and loyalty.
Nature is also a guide to life in some situations.
I don't identify with Abrahamic religions or any religion. I do think they have value on some level but I don't believe in them.
But yes, I would ideally have a few girls. Especially because I really would like to have threesomes and watch my girls do stuff. That's definitely something that Roman Emperors would enjoy watching or doing. Polygyny, one man (me) and multiple girls, in a monogamous relationship. Monogamous polygyny. It's also a good way to keep the girls in line because they'll have healthy competition and they can leave, but they'll know that I have other girls. If they know a guy has other options, it makes them try harder and not want to leave.
I can say that if a girl has too many options, my desire to try to win her over and compete for her completely disappears. I don't want to compete for a girl.
I want to slowly get a girl and them once I have power over her, she gives me love, and I eventually get to control her. She will need me even if she doesn't desire me or her desire lessens.
I have talked to girls who said they're open to being in relationships based on pragmatism. One was a Ukrainian girl.
One of my greatest mistakes in my youth was believing and focusing on love. It's power that determines everything. With enough power, almost anything is possible. People who are powerful or have some level of noticeable power are always able to easily get love. The truth is that the Hollywood version of love doesn't exist on reality and neither does "fairy tale" love.
Having multiple girls also ensures more genetic variety and survival of genes.
Love can eventually form with time but the most people can hope for in a relationship partner is a good friendship and mutual interests in a long-term relationship. Love eventually forms even in arranged marriages and that's because love as portrayed in fictional media doesn't actually exist or happen.