Does anyone want to know when I suicide?

[Tsar]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

At this point, if I don't get a girl within a specific timeframe, I'll be killing myself. I honestly don't care about anything anymore and have zero attachments left to this world and I hate my life.

Everyday that I am awake, I think about how I'll be committing suicide eventually.

I'm really done with this forum which is why I don't post almost anything anymore.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

Happier Abroad probably died in 2014 because of TikTok, low birthrates meaning youthful females becoming much more scarce, and the world becoming much more Americanized. Increased online dating usage, adult content creation, and more feminism globally because of Western wokeism.

[WanderingProtagonist]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

At this point, if I don't get a girl within a specific timeframe, I'll be killing myself. I honestly don't care about anything anymore and have zero attachments left to this world and I hate my life.

Everyday that I am awake, I think about how I'll be committing suicide eventually.

I'm really done with this forum which is why I don't post almost anything anymore.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

Happier Abroad probably died in 2014 because of TikTok, low birthrates meaning youthful females becoming much more scarce, and the world becoming much more Americanized. Increased online dating usage, adult content creation, and more feminism globally because of Western wokeism.

I never realized you were suffering so much from this. I know I have, but I'm too afraid to do it out of fear.
Plus I don't want to die painfully or too slow.. The last part you brought up though is really sad about the world becoming more Americanized, but America is also on the decline.

So anyone trying to be more like the United States is a f***ing moron. Plus America is also becoming a lot less American with all the illegals and shit flooding in too. Within a few years less white people will even exist along with them goes the culture and everything else only to replace by whatever the far left makes permanent. Wokeism is also rejected in a lot of countries. That's why "diversity" bullshit don't exist in foreign movies or television.
But you gave credit to Pag? That guy is a joke....He's not a king, he's a pointless negro. And negros are only desirable by shitty white women with a self hate problem and because of the Jewish propaganda garbage about them in media but beyond all of that they are nothing more than a fetish in todays current climate. Like some guys wanting to f**k tran girls even though they are dating a biological woman.

Either way, I hope you don't kill yourself. Life is very hard, and it's difficult. It may be hypocritical of me to even tell you not to do something that I myself want to do. I just can't bring myself to go through with it because I'm afraid of physical pain and suffering. Truth is, it's very hard when you suffer like this. So I understand what you are struggling and fighting with right now. Overall my issue was never related to not being able to get women. It's pretty much just life in general, and how tired I am of the scum who run and own everything. People like Blinken and Soros that I wish would die horribly because I'm tired of their destructive agenda's and bullshit and never ending warmongering. I hate a lot of things, and I don't like struggling or constantly feeling like a failure. There are a lot of things that contribute to why I feel equally the same as you do. It's just for different reasons, I get depressed over not having someone as well...But I can't afford to run abroad like some guys are doing....So I'm trapped where I am. Doomed to possibly remain dateless forever.

[Shemp]

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

PAG hired whores, you fool. And sluts are just unpaid whores, meaning too stupid to get paid, but the girls PAG got weren't unpaid but paid whores.

I got plenty of pretty white girls under age 20 in Ukraine back in 2017, which was the last really good year for whoring there. Luckily, I met my sugarbaby in that same year, so wasn't affected when the escort agencies started to go downhill (catfishing, fatties and smokers everywhere, bad attitudes, etc).

With regards to your question, how can you inform us AFTER you are dead? As usual, you haven't thought things through clearly. We don't want to hear before because you might not go through with it, just more drama.

I suggest a mushroom trip, same shrooms RooshV consumed before his great transformation. And then come back here and tell us what you experienced and future plans.

[88jose88]

Once you realize how ugly women are without makeup and filters you won't have fomo leading to suicide brother.

It's all a satanic deception.just get a sex doll like harmony.

I agree east Asian women are subhuman flat faced potato noses blockheads but most caucasoid women aren't pretty without deceiving.

Men are the goodlooking gender in nature but no government is as based as you know who to ban makeup and filters and other things where men wouldn't even marry traditional women if they begged for it because they would be grossed out.

[88jose88]

Look at Amish women they're ugly because they don't wear makeup and they still wear it in small amounts yet look unbangable.I saw a isolated tribe in the Amazon and those women were bangable but it's all a deception I'm sure you're better looking than the women rejecting you in reality bro

[Yohan]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

At this point, if I don't get a girl within a specific timeframe, I'll be killing myself. I honestly don't care about anything anymore and have zero attachments left to this world and I hate my life.

Everyday that I am awake, I think about how I'll be committing suicide eventually.

Are you crazy? Keep always in your mind, that no woman or the desire to get a woman is worth to even think about something stupid like to commit suicide.

I'm really done with this forum which is why I don't post almost anything anymore.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

This is a personal preference, I am open to all races, race does not mean anything to me.
However it happened that I had good luck with Asian women, married an Asian woman and also moved from Europe to Asia.

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

PAG is a useless guy, a braggart, and good to see that this forum got finally rid of him.

Happier Abroad probably died in 2014 because of TikTok, low birthrates meaning youthful females becoming much more scarce, and the world becoming much more Americanized. Increased online dating usage, adult content creation, and more feminism globally because of Western wokeism.

There is something true with your comment, but it is not only limited to HappierAbroad. All forums I know so far with similar content either closed down or have now only a small number of members with much less comments.

HappierAbroad has also some persistent technical issues, it is often offline, for hours or even some days, and some people do not visit this site anymore because of this annoyance. Forums have to be online 24/365 to attract people to signup/login.

[kangarunner]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

Please don't. I thoroughly enjoy your creative writing. In fact, if you posted this on Reddit you would probably gain a ton of friends.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

It was at this point when I read the above about 2 times that I literally cracked up laughing so hard it took me a while to calm down. I was in the bed with my gf and she looked at me like what's so funny?

I had to google the slang words "roastie" and then "foid" and then when I put them both together, I was dead.

https://www.dictionary.com/e/slang/roasties/

Thank you for the good long laugh. I enjoyed it. I'm saving this in my folder where a few other people's quotes are saved from this forum.

[gsjackson]

I'll tell you the same thing I told you in 2016 when you were talking suicide then: How do you know it will make things better for you and not worse? You don't. If you think "science" has learned the first thing about consciousness, like where it comes from and where it goes after death, you would be mistaken. You may not be able to extinguish yours at all.

Life is an opportunity to learn things, if you pay attention with an open mind. Try a little of that, rather than constantly gauging whether or not it is gratifying you.

[WanderingProtagonist]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

Please don't. I thoroughly enjoy your creative writing. In fact, if you posted this on Reddit you would probably gain a ton of friends.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

It was at this point when I read the above about 2 times that I literally cracked up laughing so hard it took me a while to calm down. I was in the bed with my gf and she looked at me like what's so funny?

I had to google the slang words "roastie" and then "foid" and then when I put them both together, I was dead.

https://www.dictionary.com/e/slang/roasties/

Thank you for the good long laugh. I enjoyed it. I'm saving this in my folder where a few other people's quotes are saved from this forum.

LOL seriously recommending him to go that leftist shithole platform Reddit? f**k Reddit. Surely you can do better than that. To make matters worse you had to post a link to a shitty site with the definition of roastie written by some stupid cock sucker.

[WanderingProtagonist]

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

PAG hired whores, you fool. And sluts are just unpaid whores, meaning too stupid to get paid, but the girls PAG got weren't unpaid but paid whores.

I got plenty of pretty white girls under age 20 in Ukraine back in 2017, which was the last really good year for whoring there. Luckily, I met my sugarbaby in that same year, so wasn't affected when the escort agencies started to go downhill (catfishing, fatties and smokers everywhere, bad attitudes, etc).

With regards to your question, how can you inform us AFTER you are dead? As usual, you haven't thought things through clearly. We don't want to hear before because you might not go through with it, just more drama.

I suggest a mushroom trip, same shrooms RooshV consumed before his great transformation. And then come back here and tell us what you experienced and future plans.

Shemp you sound like a prick encouraging him to do it just to prove that he isn't bluffing about it, what are you? The United f***ing States who wants to fire Long range Missiles at Russia just to prove that Putin is bluffin about the consequences of attacking back with nuclear arms? Go screw yourself and try to be more understanding. Sure him giving credit to Pag was off, but he's just frustrated. The fact that you mentioned RooshV, That retarded religious fraud that manipulated religion for financial gain because the pickup artist shit died, that alone makes you a BIGGER fool. I use to frequent his religious site and the guy was faker than the goddamn Pope. He went from giving people right to free speech on his ReturnoftheKing platform to full blown censorship on his fake ass religious platform, so if you said anything on his crappy new forum he banned you, even for little stuff. You didn't even have to say anything offensive and he would get on his power trip banning and silencing people. f**k that washed up asshole. He was fake as a pick up artist, and became even faker when he went "religious" because he knew how easy Conservative morons are to exploit and they were visiting his new platform in droves buying whatever false drivel he sold to them. Look at Trump, he does a damn good job of doing that.

[Shemp]

Tsar hasn't posted again so I guess he's dead now. He always like poetry so let's all write an epitaph for him as a memorial. Here's mine:

Here lies Tsar,
Who dreamed of f***ing a teen,
Then prematurely left the scene
By taking his own life
Because he couldn't get a virgin wife.

Given the thousands of innocent civilians, including many children and even babies, being killed or maimed in Gaza and Lebanon now, plus the thousands of soldiers dying or being maimed in the Ukraine Russia war, plus the millions facing starvation in Sudan, etc, etc, I certainly don't see why Tsar's death should be regarded as anything other than a subject of ridicule. Tsar had a healthy young body, intelligent brain, USA passport, plus a modest trust fund or pension of some sort. In other words, Tsar was in the global elite in terms of good fortune. The only negative was Tsar's mental illness, but since mental illness is contagious, it's best that Tsar is dead so he can't infect other people.

Psychiatrists are sometimes called "shrinks" or "head shrinkers", and this is an appropriate term, because the root of most mental illness is an overgrowth of the mind (which is instanciated by the brain inside the head), so that the mind starts to create its own reality and the person becomes detached from reality in which the body operates. I could understand Tsar contemplating suicide because of his worm infection, assuming that were real. Once I had a bad kidney stone and the pain was so intense that I felt life was not worth living if that pain were going to persist. Fortunately, the stone passed after a few days. But Tsar hasn't complained of physical pain recently, just the usual bitching because he let his mind run wild instead of bringing it under control and facing the reality of the physical world, where his situation was damn good compared to that of most people on this planet.

Tsar, if you are reading this, it is probably during a rest break between torture sessions down in purgatory. After you have completed your punishment for throwing your life away, you will likely be reincarnated in a much worse situation than previously, maybe as a blind beggar in Bangladesh. Hopefully, you will do a better job in that next life than your past one.

[rudder]

Which shrooms did Roosh trip on? Psilocybes or Amanitas? Anyone more details? I surely don't want to read Roosh's long-winded trip report about the experience, so perhaps someone can summarize it for me in a short paragraph? What was the dosage? Context?

[MrMan]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

At this point, if I don't get a girl within a specific timeframe, I'll be killing myself. I honestly don't care about anything anymore and have zero attachments left to this world and I hate my life.

Everyday that I am awake, I think about how I'll be committing suicide eventually.

I'm really done with this forum which is why I don't post almost anything anymore.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

Happier Abroad probably died in 2014 because of TikTok, low birthrates meaning youthful females becoming much more scarce, and the world becoming much more Americanized. Increased online dating usage, adult content creation, and more feminism globally because of Western wokeism.

I'm sorry to hear about your feeling so bad.

Don't commit suicide. Don't meet your Maker after performing that as your last act. Life a life that is beneficial to others. Don't watch porn. Don't read depressing stuff like blackpill or incel stuff, that makes you feel worse.

Get a job or career. Start earning a living where you could actually support a wife, and then go look for one.

[dancilley]

I've already made my decision that I will definitely commit suicide because I hate my life.

At this point, if I don't get a girl within a specific timeframe, I'll be killing myself. I honestly don't care about anything anymore and have zero attachments left to this world and I hate my life.

Everyday that I am awake, I think about how I'll be committing suicide eventually.

I'm really done with this forum which is why I don't post almost anything anymore.

Guys will only use whores or get Roastie foids. And let's be honest, no guy on the forum has gotten a white girl or white latina that was beautiful and under 20 years old or even under 25 years old.

Basically, it's more like Betabuxxing Roasties Abroad or Escortmaxxing Foids Abroad for the Cucks who are into that or want an absolute ugly Noodlewhore Filipina who are among the ugliest foids in SE Asia and the entire world.

PAG is probably the only guy who has actually gotten slutty white girls compared to everyone else. That's why PAG is probably a king compared to almost everyone else.

Happier Abroad probably died in 2014 because of TikTok, low birthrates meaning youthful females becoming much more scarce, and the world becoming much more Americanized. Increased online dating usage, adult content creation, and more feminism globally because of Western wokeism.

Don't do it. You inspired me to write about the Marriage Crisis (you coined the term), and now, just the other day at the California Trump rally, while walking up and down the line outside of the parking lot and talking to various people (I was livestreaming, but my phone tragically overheated, so I have like no footage), I approached a person who was interviewing people, and he had a separate cameraman, and I spoke into his microphone very enthusiastically about how Trump needs to talk about the dating economy, how it is very imbalanced, how we are in a MARRIAGE CRISIS, etc. He then left, but I started talking generally to the line about how we need to bring back the concept of female purity, etc., but when I speak generally to a crowd of people, they don't respond, or respond very weakly, I have quickly learned.

Then, two days later, on Monday, I went to the Huntington Beach Pier (where on the weekends there are Trump "flag waves") and no one was there, but I started shouting, "FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!" and was jumping up and down and shouting, "TRUMP! TRUMP! TRUMP!" I also was shadowboxing while shouting, "Fight!" as though I was a character in Street Fighter or something. I think a lot of people liked it, and females came up to me, even though there were a relatively small number of people there on that day. I clipped the videos on YouTube of when females approached me (I was livestreaming to my channel https://youtube.com/@DTLANEWS). Men approached me too (in a good way). There are also haters who communicate from their cars or troll me on the sidewalk by asking me a stupid question, like "Who are you voting for?"

Also, at the rally, I ran with a tall, white, young female who was walking or running with a pink "Women for Trump" flag. The female was chanting, "Trump! Trump! Trump!" so I also was loudly while running alongside her, and with my fist in the air. When I saw her do it by herself, I first did it by myself, but then later, I joined her. When I saw her, she was chanting, and then I did, and our voices harmonized, then I joined her and ran with her. It was like 100 degrees, but the weather was not humid, so it wasn't overly stressful for me at all as I have been in worse, humid, Los Angeles summer weather, and I brought two gallons of water with me (which I ran out of after four hours). In general, I learned that the people in line are generally low-energy and "dead" and do not participate much in the chants.

A guy in line suggested that we sing, "We're Not Gonna Take It" by Twisted Sister as Dee Snider (the singer) sang it once at a Trump event in 2014 one time, then the song actually was the official Trump "Fight Song" that was played after every rally in 2015-2016, I think, but RSBN did not play it during their livestream coverage of the events (although later, Dee Snider decided to withdraw permission that it could be used). So, after the guy told me that, I started shouting, "We're not gonna take it! No! We ain't gonna take it! We're not gonna take it, anymore!" but no one sang it with me, which was crazy. For some reason, people are very low-energy and unenthusiastic. Probably the people who get there the day before, who are trying to get a spot at the front of the line, are way more enthusiastic, because I noticed the people in the bleachers who were sitting behind Trump were initiating chants during the rally, like "Tampon Tim!" I tried to initiate, "No Low Flow!" regarding the restriction of water in California, and I also echoed, "One, two, three, four; United States Marine Corps!" which was being chanted by the military in a video being played, but I was way behind the fence on level ground with other low-energy people, and as expected, no one chanted with me. It's pretty depressing. I also was jumping up and down during the "Macho Macho Man" song when people were exiting the stadium, and I went toward the stage and was there for a minute until a black security guard with HUGE muscles said everyone had to start to leave. A lot of people were just sitting around still, and I was jumping up and down still after the music stopped and it was quiet. The main thing is, people are low-energy and tired, which is frustrating to me. The health and fitness of people is pretty poor.

Something big happened though after the rally ended. When I was standing in the back of the crowd trying to exit the field, while standing talking to a guy who was very educated on government corruption, conspiracy theories, etc., the same tall white female called out to me, and I had to discontinue my conversation with the guy, and I said, "That was fun!" and she agreed, then she asked me if I was going to go to the Huntington Beach Pier flag wave again (the next day--Sunday), and I was confused because when I was there on the previous Saturday, I never saw her; the first time I saw her was at the rally. So, the female literally saw me when I was at Huntington Beach, but I never saw her! Weird. But because she called out to me when I was talking to the guy and voluntarily asked me if I would be going to Huntington Beach again, I think she is very much attracted to me. So, overall it was very good that I have been recently going out to these events and expressing myself. I feel more alive, like I am "living life" significantly, however, I am still frustrated because so many people are silent or negative in response to when I shout or chant. And also, the female's dad was with her, and he is way taller than me and is a very strong-looking man. The female is also abnormally strong, but not overweight at all, and is likely over six feet tall. I will post an update if anything happens with the female. She may approach me again at Huntington Beach on Saturday, or I will approach her. Depending on how she responds, like let's say she smiles at me in an obvious way, I will probably inevitably ask her how old she is, if she has a boyfriend, etc., then see if she thinks I'm too old, etc., then get her number, and ascertain if she wants to get to know me more for the purposes of dating for marriage, etc. I'm not sure though yet as the female may not be a pure virgin, may already have had a boyfriend, etc. Because she is so big, it seems that she is like 22, but may be like 15...I'm not sure. The main thing is that she voluntarily called out to me at the end of the rally. To me, that is 1,000% interest as it takes a lot of effort to initiate communication with someone in general. I'm apprehensive at this point because the female may not realize I am 38 years old, so she may think I am too old, or she may be under 18, or not, and her dad may think I'm too old. I also live in Skid Row, and have a bad reputation online, which they may believe in and be turned off by. I also have no money, no job, and am a registered SO for indirectly annoying someone by talking about the person in a sexually enthusiastic way from within my home and posting it on my social media pages. Nevertheless, my goal is to overcome all this negative press about me and improve myself and attract high-value, pure-virgin females.

So I encourage you to TAKE ACTION toward your goal of attracting a pure-virgin wife (which you described on this site even before I realized it was my goal also). Take action like I am doing, and you will see results. The main thing I think, is having HIGH ENERGY and confidence to do something that stands out and gets females' attention.

To get HIGH ENERGY, you have to exercise regularly, and gain fitness over time. You need to drink a lot of water. Fruits and vegetables. You need to eat a high-carbohydrate, low-fat diet and avoid any foods that cause inflammation. I am very careful about my diet.

I (and anyone) am very close to ascending and being happy. You have to be healthy and have high energy and enthusiasm (so be mentally pretty happy first) and attract a good female (pure virgin) who desires to be submissive to you and stay home and produce babies and cook and clean, and allow you to be yourself and express yourself in other ways, like income-generation, and lead her by telling her what to do, and what your plans for the family are, etc. Only when you are in this arranged lifestyle, or are making progress toward it, can you be truly content/happy. Females who are pure-virgin are likely to be submissive and enjoy it. Every man should expect to be able to date and marry a pure-virgin girl. We need to inspire people to become maximally reproductive so that they will be as happy as possible and so that, like you said, there will be a higher supply of girls in the future.

So, I urge you and anyone else to TAKE ACTION and MAKE PROGRESS toward MARRYING A PURE VIRGIN GIRL and successful SEXUAL REPRODUCTION.

If you are healthy, making love with a female with whom you have formed a marriage, may cause you to ascend to a place that is out of this world, seemingly in heaven. You can reach heavenly ecstatic heights of pleasure and joy and happiness if you have such a situation arranged (a good young female who strongly desires to cooperate with you sexually and in all other major ways).

Like R. Don Steele said, it makes life worth living.

[yick]

Tsar is just seeking more attention like the teenage girl that he most certainly is. Has he topped himself? We'll see, I doubt it.

@Shemp has come out with some great advice for him, shrooms or if he had a few quid, Ayahuasca would do wonders in flushing out the mind, obviously go to a reputable operator but his mind needs a good f***ing rewiring and Ayahuasca can do wonders.

You don't kill yourself over women or that you can't get women, that's silly and secondly, life is going to be over as soon as you know, I am over 50 now and by jove! I will be dead in another 30 years from now and it doesn't seem like a week ago I was 21 and cycling to work to do my night shift. It goes quick and one day, you just won't give a shit about some bit of skirt or at least you can take them or leave them.

Frank has the right idea, he pays them just to f***ing go away.