I'm done trying to get fornication with western women,going on complete boycott

[willymonfrete]

So if a girl is not a perfect, 10/10 virgin with a perfect personality you aren't going to work for a woman?

There's no such thing as a "perfect personality". Even the best girl in the world can have an "off day". Literally everyone is flawed, male or female. A lot of times people pretend to be better than they truly are, and their true nature shines through after a while when people start to live together and they become more comfortable to reveal their less-than-ideal side. As for virginity, I do understand why a lot of men value it... but I think at the core of this desire for virginity is a fear some men have of being "compared" to a previous lover. Knowing that statistically speaking I have little to worry about in that department, I am not too concerned with any potential comparisons. In fact my virgin bride ended up cheating on me whereas I'm now perfectly happy with a girl who was a non-virgin when we met. Finally, looks... highly subjective. I do believe they matter a lot. I didn't, initially, but I changed my mind on it.

Overall, people need to understand that the ideal situation is hard if not impossible to come by. People have flaws, people have issues, and to love someone means to accept that. I don't think its your Christianity that made you find the right girl, @Outcast9428 as much as it is your attitude towards life: you had a very clearly defined "type" and you went for it. You also work a job, earn decent money, and plan for the future of yourself, your wife-to-be and your future family together. People who plan their lives in such a way, who are well-prepared and organized, have a sense of discipline, those are the people who often end up happiest in the long run, because they find that life worked out as it should. Those who apply a more happy-go-lucky approach like @Winston did and others, often end up empty handed in the end. I know this well because for a while I was quite aimless myself... sometimes a man needs a "wakeup call" of sorts to get his shit together.

I will never 'work'for a woman,I can 'work'to travel and enjoy myself,hopefully making a passive income one day,and banging prostitutes and the occassional fwb.

not 'working'to be a slave to a parasite manipulator aka 'wife'.

[Lucas88]

Empty words and claims coming from somebody who clearly supports sexual degeneracy. If you weren't such a strong supporter of sexual liberalism maybe your claims would have some credibility. Acting like the New Testament bible supports blood sacrifice is bullshit ripped straight out Roman era accusations against Christianity. The fact of the matter is, I have never met somebody who had a major problem with Christianity, who did not support sexual liberalism. I'll let you know a secret though, there was a time when I an anti-Christian Agnostic too. I recognize every single argument you've made, and I know its all a lump of exaggerated bullshit. You've intentionally exaggerated the importance of the Old Testament to Christian morality... Yes there are passages written in the Old Testament with some pretty bad stuff in it, that's why Jesus came. Jesus was literally a complete pacifist... Which, you've indicated is a huge reason why you don't like Christianity. Your own criticisms of Christianity have contradictions in them. You say you don't like Christianity because its "psychopathic, perverse, and immoral." Yet you also say you don't like Christianity because it promotes weakness because it teaches pacifism and is excessively moralistic. Well, you can't have both. Either our doctrines are immoral and psychopathic or they are weak and pacifistic. Which one is it? Cause you can't be both at the same time.

First of all, what you subjectively consider "sexual degeneracy" is in most cases just normal sex between a man and a woman. You think I'm a sexual degenerate why? Just because every once in a while I may have NSA sex with a woman? You obviously have very neurotic views surrounding sex. But in this case you're wrong about me. For me, sexuality is trivial in comparison to more metaphysical concerns. I'm a spiritual seeker first and foremost. Questions such as the nature of reality and the evolution of the soul are of primary importance. I didn't leave Christianity because I wanted to engage in all kinds of acts of sexual debauchery. And even to this day my "sexual resumé" is quite modest and without any bizarre perversions. I left Christianity because I studied the Bible for myself, was utterly horrified by its many instances of atrocity and insanity, and after more investigation, I realized that the whole thing was demonic and evil through and through - a false light which may appear noble on the outside but which at the same time conceals the most ignoble darkness. I didn't leave Christianity because of the whims of my pecker; I left it because its pure demonic perverseness caused absolute shock and horror to my noble Gentile soul.

Second, the biblical religion is all about blood sacrifice and always was. You simply don't know this because you admit yourself that you've never even read the Bible in full. You've probably not studied the doctrines of Judaism either. The Old Testament involves the abundant sacrifice of animals as per Yahweh's mandates and requires various types of sacrifices and holocausts (burnt offerings) for the appeasement of Yahweh and the forgiveness of sins. This is documented in detail throughout the Old Testament. The New Testament religion regards Jesus as a final sacrifice for the supposed atonement of the sins of believers. This doctrine is firmly rooted in the Jewish concept of blood sacrifice found in the Old Testament and is a direct continuation thereof. It's the same thing but with a different form. This same continuation of Jewish blood sacrifice gives rise to the Christian ritual of the holy supper with its mock cannibalism and blood drinking in honor of the preordained blood sacrifice of Jesus for the appeasement of Yahweh. Christians don't realize how demonic and grotesque their own religion is. I haven't exaggerated anything. The whole central doctrine of Christianity is the blood sacrifice of Jesus on the cross for the atonement of sins. The idea of blood sacrifice for the remission of sins is thoroughly Jewish, not Roman. The NT authors were Jews steeped in Judaism and the OT, not Greeks. You don't understand your own religion.

Third, you still completely fail to understand the nuance of mine and Pixel--Dude's position with regard to the warrior spirit. You keep insinuating that we want to go back to a time of mindless violence and barbarism and asserting that that's the reason why we reject Christianity when we've already explained this to you multiple times. You are either too stupid and stubborn to understand our position or you are just intentionally misrepresenting our views - most probably the latter since we now know you to be dishonest and an outright liar. Pixel--Dude has already explained to you once again that we don't support mindless violence. We believe in the cultivation of the warrior spirit and martial virtue for the defense of our people and our loved ones and all that is noble, not to go around engaging in mindless thuggery. The warrior spirit and martial virtue are what saves a people when it is being invaded and what allows oppressed people to fight back and win their own freedom and independence. Jesus' teachings are against that spirit. Jesus was a Jew (or Jewish thoughtform) giving suicidal teachings to Gentiles. That's what Jews always do. We don't need to address your false dilemma which is nothing more than Christian sophistry. We deplore the psychopathic, perverse and immoral atrocities of the Hebrew demon god AND at the same time support a noble and honorable way of the warrior for self-defense and liberation from tyranny and oppression.

Bonus point: I notice how you completely ignore my points on spiritual practice and spiritual evolution. You're not really spiritual at all. Your only conception of "spirituality" is crass moralism and the idea of a vengeful deity who will punish people for things that you don't like (while willfully ignoring the parts of the Bible that you find too unpalatable). The idea of spiritual evolution through meditation and occult techniques is obviously lost on you. I have studied the occult side of our spiritual anatomy for years now and have direct experience of this. The average person's soul and spiritual anatomy is in a terrible state with a weakened and damaged aura, chakras closed and malfunctioning, nadis/energy channels blocked, deep traumas, etc. If a person doesn't work to strengthen and develop their spiritual anatomy, they will remain weak and plagued by all kinds of problems and limitations. The health of our soul is literally on the line. The Abrahamic religions prohibit any kind of true spiritual practice. The Jewish demon Yahweh and other evil entities allied with him - those evildoers took over our planet, submerged us in darkness and instituted false religions of enslavement - want to keep us weak, spiritually ignorant and submissive so that they can continue to energetically feed off us (that's why they demand worship and prayer). But Pixel--Dude and I woke up to this brutal and horrific reality, left the fold, saw the evil Jewish impostor god for what he is, and chose a path of true spiritual development.

Pixel--Dude and I don't want to be part of a sect of weak-willed, spiritually ignorant, slavish and submissive fools who worship a psychotic and bloodthirsty Hebrew deity and exalt a crucified Jew. We don't care about what brainwashed Christians think is moral or immoral. We regard people who support depraved Abrahamic religions as spiritual enemies. Instead we only care about our own spiritual evolution, the strengthening of our aura, the opening of our chakras, the cultivation and circulation of our qi, the elevation of our own vibrational frequencies, etc. This goes way beyond the triviality of sexuality. We view our rebellion against Christianity as a necessary struggle for the preservation and liberation of our very souls.

[Lucas88]

Yes,a woman has to be a 10/10 virgin with a nice personality for me to commit to her,because all relationships are transactional,and 'love'is a idealistic myth,and marriage is slavery.if your wife loved you she wouldn't foce you to work hard,she'd be fine living a minimalist lifestyle with a normal income in nature.but she wants it all,at your expense.

You can still find authentic love with spiritually evolved females. Some women still value a genuine spiritual and sexual connection with the right man, are okay with a modest lifestyle and aren't obsessed with money. It's mainly spiritually unevolved and materialistic people who are obsessed with money and believe that a man must make a six-figure salary or whatever financial stipulation they see fit in order to be worthy of dating/marrying a good woman. Spiritually unevolved and materialistic people like American Christian fanatics and "tradcons". But real-life observations and experiences tell me that their notions are not universally true. There are still deeply spiritual women who value true companionship with a man who resonates with them on a deeper level and don't care that you have only an average salary. Not everybody is a soulless materialistic NPC.

Outcast is so infatuated with the betabuxxing thing because he is a low-quality male (in denial) who lacks most types of desirable male virtue. Betabuxxing is the only thing he has going for him and so he exalts things like salary and earnings as the be-all end-all and seeks to diminish the importance of all other desirable male virtues. Betabuxxing is probably his only hope since he has few other tangible qualities. On top of that, he's obviously a spiritually unevolved person. He seemingly has no notion of spiritual evolution or practice in any meaningful sense and erroneously equates "spirituality" with crude moralism and submission to a vengeful Jewish deity. His only conception of life is following strict rules and religious dogma and being a male workhorse for some spiritually unevolved and materialistic "tradwife". He's just a quintessential NPC slave soul.

As I was saying, willymonfrete, it is possible to find authentic love and a deep spiritual connection with a spiritually evolved female - something that goes beyond the mere transactional. But you might have to be more flexible with your standards for beauty. You might form a deep connection with a spiritually evolved woman's soul and really love her spiritually (and be loved by her too) but her appearance might not be exactly in line with your aesthetic ideals. Sometimes your spiritual connection with her might be enough for you to come to appreciate her physically as well. So-called "10s" with their modelesque features are overrated anyway. Many of them look ultra-fake and shallow and have a certain vibe about them that isn't authentic. A Latina or Mulata with a more modest appearance and a big butt and cute face can have her charm too. Some of the women who've got me going the most have been quite average by conventional standards. I'd rather have a short, thick, average-looking Latina or Mulata with a cuddly body and a loving disposition over a tall slender model with a fake attitude any day. Man, I'm getting a boner just typing this!!!

5.Abrahamic religions like islam and ypour version of xtianity,opress women,and I do not want any part in that.I don't want to force women to do anything.
I don't like to be forced to do anything,so why would i want to coerce women to do what I want them to do?it's sick sociopqaths like you that seek to coerce people to follow your version of morality.

Yep, I agree with this. Religious fanaticism makes use of coercion and fear to force people to follow its one vision while forbidding any kind of freethought or freedom of conscience. It attracts a certain kind of sociopathic and perverse soul as well as some of the very slavish and resentful types. Religious "tradcons" also tend to have those same qualities. They're often perverse little weaklings who simply want to coerce and control women and everyone else and force women to submit to them through the imposition of artificial Jewish religious doctrines and complete control over money. They want to impose tyrannical theocracies and slander anybody who doesn't go along with their myopic vision. Some of these motherfuckers are pure evil. They are attracted to perverse Abrahamic religions and especially the more fanatical and fundamentalist varieties of these because they themselves are fundamentally perverse at the level of the soul. Like attracts like.

8.I don't 'shit on religion'I don't want to coerce people by force,fear or guilt to live up to a standard that they are not happy with it.

I believe in religion,and a ultimate spiritual principle,'vibrationless timeless spaceless vibration'-Spanda-shiva-shakti,whatever you want to label it as.

I follow 'the laws of Ma'at 'or basic caste obligation free dharma for hindu converts,and a khemetic lifestyle as my personal moral code I strive to attain for.nothing more or less.I don't need a sociopathic jewish subversive religion to tell me what is good above the wisdom of the gentile gods.

Yeah, we don't "shit on religion". We simply believe that Abrahamic religion is perverse and fake, a distinction which solipsistic Christian fanatics don't seem to be able to comprehend.

Unlike most of them, we have actually studied the various world religions, metaphysical philosophies, occult traditions and esoteric teachings. We arguably have a much greater appreciation of religion and spirituality than they do but have simply come to the conclusion that their particular brand of religion is wrong, deceptive and evil.

[willymonfrete]

So if a girl is not a perfect, 10/10 virgin with a perfect personality you aren't going to work for a woman?

There's no such thing as a "perfect personality". Even the best girl in the world can have an "off day". Literally everyone is flawed, male or female. A lot of times people pretend to be better than they truly are, and their true nature shines through after a while when people start to live together and they become more comfortable to reveal their less-than-ideal side. As for virginity, I do understand why a lot of men value it... but I think at the core of this desire for virginity is a fear some men have of being "compared" to a previous lover. Knowing that statistically speaking I have little to worry about in that department, I am not too concerned with any potential comparisons. In fact my virgin bride ended up cheating on me whereas I'm now perfectly happy with a girl who was a non-virgin when we met. Finally, looks... highly subjective. I do believe they matter a lot. I didn't, initially, but I changed my mind on it.

Overall, people need to understand that the ideal situation is hard if not impossible to come by. People have flaws, people have issues, and to love someone means to accept that. I don't think its your Christianity that made you find the right girl, @Outcast9428 as much as it is your attitude towards life: you had a very clearly defined "type" and you went for it. You also work a job, earn decent money, and plan for the future of yourself, your wife-to-be and your future family together. People who plan their lives in such a way, who are well-prepared and organized, have a sense of discipline, those are the people who often end up happiest in the long run, because they find that life worked out as it should. Those who apply a more happy-go-lucky approach like @Winston did and others, often end up empty handed in the end. I know this well because for a while I was quite aimless myself... sometimes a man needs a "wakeup call" of sorts to get his shit together.

I will never 'work'for a woman,I can 'work'to travel and enjoy myself,hopefully making a passive income one day,and banging prostitutes and the occassional fwb.

not 'working'to be a slave to a parasite manipulator aka 'wife'.

What changed? A while ago you wanted to marry multiple hot Habisha or South Indian women and have kids with them, now all you want is some fwbs and whores and no family? No judgement friend, just curiosity. You seemed interested in the polygamous lifestyle and possibly having a harem. Did I understand you wrong or did you recently come to some realizations and change your mind?

Hey dear amigo,I would like polygamy,or even just monogamy with a super-hot south indian or mulatta,on the condition that she is a virgin or has a low bodycount,I am financially independant and don't have to work,but have residual income of a good quantity,and I live in a country that doesn't have bad marriage and divorce laws,and she has good morals,but not in a coercive way where she doesn't have rights like these abrahamists want for women.

However,I see that that is out of reach for me,the world is going to shit.I have a disability,I have alot of traumas so I wouldn't really be able to 'love'a woman,and I also have a aversion to betabuxing.

I have sexual needs that need to be met when they do,or I become depressed,anxious and frustrated,and at one point I need this but at the other level I would never in any way coerce my wife or wives to bang me with threats or manipulation.

prostitutes and sex dolls fuflill would my sexual needs.Imagine if getting food was wrought with all kinds of uncertainties and stresses,you would not be happy.


I also have a ego like all healthy humans,and want to bang women from alot of cultures for the flag.I want to sow my wild oats.FOMO I guess.

I've done the 'love'thing many times,and women are fickle,relationships are unpredictable and the result is hurt.

every 'nice'girl puts on a act for the first few months,and then shows her true colors.that's been my experience.

alot of evil women like to play nice to differentiate themselves from the openly 'bad girls'because they are pickme's,and most evil women do not think they are or intentionally try to be evil.the result the same.

As I get older I get less idealistic,and more practical.

[willymonfrete]

Yes,a woman has to be a 10/10 virgin with a nice personality for me to commit to her,because all relationships are transactional,and 'love'is a idealistic myth,and marriage is slavery.if your wife loved you she wouldn't foce you to work hard,she'd be fine living a minimalist lifestyle with a normal income in nature.but she wants it all,at your expense.

You can still find authentic love with spiritually evolved females. Some women still value a genuine spiritual and sexual connection with the right man, are okay with a modest lifestyle and aren't obsessed with money. It's mainly spiritually unevolved and materialistic people who are obsessed with money and believe that a man must make a six-figure salary or whatever financial stipulation they see fit in order to be worthy of dating/marrying a good woman. Spiritually unevolved and materialistic people like American Christian fanatics and "tradcons". But real-life observations and experiences tell me that their notions are not universally true. There are still deeply spiritual women who value true companionship with a man who resonates with them on a deeper level and don't care that you have only an average salary. Not everybody is a soulless materialistic NPC.

Outcast is so infatuated with the betabuxxing thing because he is a low-quality male (in denial) who lacks most types of desirable male virtue. Betabuxxing is the only thing he has going for him and so he exalts things like salary and earnings as the be-all end-all and seeks to diminish the importance of all other desirable male virtues. Betabuxxing is probably his only hope since he has few other tangible qualities. On top of that, he's obviously a spiritually unevolved person. He seemingly has no notion of spiritual evolution or practice in any meaningful sense and erroneously equates "spirituality" with crude moralism and submission to a vengeful Jewish deity. His only conception of life is following strict rules and religious dogma and being a male workhorse for some spiritually unevolved and materialistic "tradwife". He's just a quintessential NPC slave soul.

As I was saying, willymonfrete, it is possible to find authentic love and a deep spiritual connection with a spiritually evolved female - something that goes beyond the mere transactional. But you might have to be more flexible with your standards for beauty. You might form a deep connection with a spiritually evolved woman's soul and really love her spiritually (and be loved by her too) but her appearance might not be exactly in line with your aesthetic ideals. Sometimes your spiritual connection with her might be enough for you to come to appreciate her physically as well. So-called "10s" with their modelesque features are overrated anyway. Many of them look ultra-fake and shallow and have a certain vibe about them that isn't authentic. A Latina or Mulata with a more modest appearance and a big butt and cute face can have her charm too. Some of the women who've got me going the most have been quite average by conventional standards. I'd rather have a short, thick, average-looking Latina or Mulata with a cuddly body and a loving disposition over a tall slender model with a fake attitude any day. Man, I'm getting a boner just typing this!!!

5.Abrahamic religions like islam and ypour version of xtianity,opress women,and I do not want any part in that.I don't want to force women to do anything.
I don't like to be forced to do anything,so why would i want to coerce women to do what I want them to do?it's sick sociopqaths like you that seek to coerce people to follow your version of morality.

Yep, I agree with this. Religious fanaticism makes use of coercion and fear to force people to follow its one vision while forbidding any kind of freethought or freedom of conscience. It attracts a certain kind of sociopathic and perverse soul as well as some of the very slavish and resentful types. Religious "tradcons" also tend to have those same qualities. They're often perverse little weaklings who simply want to coerce and control women and everyone else and force women to submit to them through the imposition of artificial Jewish religious doctrines and complete control over money. They want to impose tyrannical theocracies and slander anybody who doesn't go along with their myopic vision. Some of these motherfuckers are pure evil. They are attracted to perverse Abrahamic religions and especially the more fanatical and fundamentalist varieties of these because they themselves are fundamentally perverse at the level of the soul. Like attracts like.

8.I don't 'shit on religion'I don't want to coerce people by force,fear or guilt to live up to a standard that they are not happy with it.

I believe in religion,and a ultimate spiritual principle,'vibrationless timeless spaceless vibration'-Spanda-shiva-shakti,whatever you want to label it as.

I follow 'the laws of Ma'at 'or basic caste obligation free dharma for hindu converts,and a khemetic lifestyle as my personal moral code I strive to attain for.nothing more or less.I don't need a sociopathic jewish subversive religion to tell me what is good above the wisdom of the gentile gods.

Yeah, we don't "shit on religion". We simply believe that Abrahamic religion is perverse and fake, a distinction which solipsistic Christian fanatics don't seem to be able to comprehend.

Unlike most of them, we have actually studied the various world religions, metaphysical philosophies, occult traditions and esoteric teachings. We arguably have a much greater appreciation of religion and spirituality than they do but have simply come to the conclusion that their particular brand of religion is wrong, deceptive and evil.

True brother,I would love to have a ethiopian wife or poor south indian or tribal indian(like bhili)wife or wives because they are not materialistic,are fine with a decent life,and generally have virtues,and look fine af.

I am just tired of living in America,it's making me f***ing insane and depressed.

maybe I should use occassional prostitutes and sexdolls only until I can get a residual income going,travel and settle down with a woman or women outside of the manhating alienated jewish west.

We are social creatures,but I would never settle for a woman that isn't very aesthetic.no lol I am very visual.

I like some minority of native american women from the USA like the ones in my family are beautiful,but generally I prefer finer features,longer ands sharper features and big eyes,so latinas are not my physical type and they treat me worse than you because again I look offwhite,and you are the real deal,and they have a underappreciation for us.

it's the same reason I wouldn't want a asian woman,the mongoloid race is just not my preference,even though of course banging a japanese beauty is on my list one day for the flag.

I could have a arranged marriage with a rajasthani bhili girl,they are very beautiful,and that is a good solution.

yes,christians don't realize that 'yahshuah'is satan.

baruch says,jesus is samael and the bloody winepresser,who will rule the gentiles with a rod of iron and exterminate them as revelations says.

the winepresser is repeated as messianic in isaiah and revelations,it means feeding the souls of the gentiles,the firstborn,esau and giving it to yahweh to feed off of and destroy them.

the early jewish gnostic christian apocrypha of abraham and the gospel of judas was written contemporary to mark,and it says the disciples are decievers and sell jesus to the nations to subvert and destroy them.this was a christian text,because christianity came out of kabbalistic gnosticism.

samael or satan and jesus are literally the same person,the advocate of israel against the gentiles.christopher jon bjerknes has many videos on this on youtube and wrote many books on this,like the satanic secrets of jesus.

[WanderingProtagonist]

Church is only for privileged people. If you're an ugly man then you will be unwelcome there. The women that go there pretend to be religious but never actually even follow the religion and f**k all of the Chads and Tyrones there. They're not actually religious, they just go there to try to f**k the good looking men and to feel morally superior to others like some of the bluepilled religious posters in this thread do. The people that go there are some of the most judgmental pieces of shit that you can imagine and think that they're blessed when it's really just luck. If a homeless person, ugly man, or some other underprivileged person wanted to attend their church then they would immediately call security to kick them out. They're as fake as you can imagine.

Not really, there are some churches that have actually allowed homeless people to sleep inside of them.
I seen a video of this on youtube where this was going on in San Fransisco while church service was in session.
It was the most depressing thing I've ever seen. The entire back row was filled with homeless people sleeping on the benches
while the preacher gave sermon. Anyone that still talks about the U.S. being a first world country is a moron, because first world countries
would have this serious problem. Neither Democrat nor Republican is doing shit to help people with nowhere to go. But they sure as hell love sending massive ass funds of money abroad. f**k the both of them.

[WanderingProtagonist]

Church is only for privileged people. If you're an ugly man then you will be unwelcome there. The women that go there pretend to be religious but never actually even follow the religion and f**k all of the Chads and Tyrones there. They're not actually religious, they just go there to try to f**k the good looking men and to feel morally superior to others like some of the bluepilled religious posters in this thread do. The people that go there are some of the most judgmental pieces of shit that you can imagine and think that they're blessed when it's really just luck. If a homeless person, ugly man, or some other underprivileged person wanted to attend their church then they would immediately call security to kick them out. They're as fake as you can imagine.

Not really, there are some churches that have actually allowed homeless people to sleep inside of them.
I seen a video of this on youtube where this was going on in San Fransisco while church service was in session.
It was the most depressing thing I've ever seen. The entire back row was filled with homeless people sleeping on the benches
while the preacher gave sermon. Anyone that still talks about the U.S. being a first world country is a moron, because first world countries
would have this serious problem. Neither Democrat nor Republican is doing shit to help people with nowhere to go. But they sure as hell love sending massive ass funds of money abroad. f**k the both of them.

There's always an exception and it doesn't prove my point wrong about your average fake religious person and how churches in more privileged areas are unwelcoming to underprivileged people and full of fake people who don't even actually follow their religion, they just use it as a way to feel morally superior while the women f**k every Chad and Tyrone and they treat the actual good, religious men like shit. This is especially true since this is in San Francisco where there's homeless people everywhere. I live in the Tenderloin in an RV among many homeless people. Unlike normies or some of the judgmental posters on here I don't look down on others or think they're worse people than me because I live in an RV and they live in a tent. I just understand that I'm more privileged than those people and they had worse luck in life.

Homeless people from elsewhere move to CA because of the weather. But I think that's a shit reason to come here. The cost of living is BS, and if a person want any type of opportunity they won't find it in a State where even people who can afford to be here don't want to anymore. Once I find full time employment I'm going to do like I did before, save like crazy and try to go somewhere else. I don't know of any other place to go but I'm too depressed living in a state and a country where I have little chance of any type of survival. Worse case scenario most people in the West don't have family or friends they can depend on for any type of help. Worse f***ing country ever where almost everyone is obsessed with their own independence regardless if they can even afford to be or not. They want to impress others on how they don't need anyone other than themselves so to them, being selfish is a positive trait.

[WanderingProtagonist]

Church is only for privileged people. If you're an ugly man then you will be unwelcome there. The women that go there pretend to be religious but never actually even follow the religion and f**k all of the Chads and Tyrones there. They're not actually religious, they just go there to try to f**k the good looking men and to feel morally superior to others like some of the bluepilled religious posters in this thread do. The people that go there are some of the most judgmental pieces of shit that you can imagine and think that they're blessed when it's really just luck. If a homeless person, ugly man, or some other underprivileged person wanted to attend their church then they would immediately call security to kick them out. They're as fake as you can imagine.

Not really, there are some churches that have actually allowed homeless people to sleep inside of them.
I seen a video of this on youtube where this was going on in San Fransisco while church service was in session.
It was the most depressing thing I've ever seen. The entire back row was filled with homeless people sleeping on the benches
while the preacher gave sermon. Anyone that still talks about the U.S. being a first world country is a moron, because first world countries
would have this serious problem. Neither Democrat nor Republican is doing shit to help people with nowhere to go. But they sure as hell love sending massive ass funds of money abroad. f**k the both of them.

There's always an exception and it doesn't prove my point wrong about your average fake religious person and how churches in more privileged areas are unwelcoming to underprivileged people and full of fake people who don't even actually follow their religion, they just use it as a way to feel morally superior while the women f**k every Chad and Tyrone and they treat the actual good, religious men like shit. This is especially true since this is in San Francisco where there's homeless people everywhere. I live in the Tenderloin in an RV among many homeless people. Unlike normies or some of the judgmental posters on here I don't look down on others or think they're worse people than me because I live in an RV and they live in a tent. I just understand that I'm more privileged than those people and they had worse luck in life.

Homeless people from elsewhere move to CA because of the weather. But I think that's a shit reason to come here. The cost of living is BS, and if a person want any type of opportunity they won't find it in a State where even people who can afford to be here don't want to anymore. Once I find full time employment I'm going to do like I did before, save like crazy and try to go somewhere else. I don't know of any other place to go but I'm too depressed living in a state and a country where I have little chance of any type of survival. Worse case scenario most people in the West don't have family or friends they can depend on for any type of help. Worse f***ing country ever where almost everyone is obsessed with their own independence regardless if they can even afford to be or not. They want to impress others on how they don't need anyone other than themselves so to them, being selfish is a positive trait.

Western culture is horrible. If you ever run into problems then everyone will abandon you and your own "friends" and "family" will pretend like you don't exist. This is why there are so many homeless people in this "first world" country. Notice how most of the homeless people in California are either black or white despite Hispanics being the largest part of the population in this state. In Hispanic culture they don't just abandon their own people like western white and black people do. You will notice Hispanic businesses only hire their own people and are allowed to get away with it, too. For some reason diversity quotas don't apply to them even when they're the majority. But I'm starting to see more Latinos on the streets now that Hispanics are becoming more Americanized. Why does everyone want to be Americanized so badly? Even foreign countries now are trying to copy all of the stupid bullshit from this country and destroying their own culture.

Mercer the world is full of stupid dumb mutha fuckers so I'm not surprised to see them imitating this shitty ass country. It's going to be funny when they lost everything and can't get it back. Then they'll wish they hadn't been acting f***ing dumb.
But I do agree with everything you said there because it's all very true. The diversity shit was started by white people, they are the only ones pushing that crap, no one else is doing this. Indians, Hispanics, Asians, Russians (the only whites who don't push any diversity shit) are all employing their own and don't give a damn about others besides their own. I worked security at a shopping center and there were a lot of businesses that were foreign owned. All of them 100% had their own people hired in each and every single one of those places. Indians worked the dry cleaners, the Russians owned a pizza place, that's how they do it when they come here to the U.S. they try to turn it into the country they fled from. If you went into any foreign owned business 100% of the time the people will be talking in their own language too. Immigrants are allowed to discriminate against people that don't look like them. But if anyone is anti-immigrant they get called out by dumb f***s that want more of them here.

[willymonfrete]

Hey dear amigo,I would like polygamy,or even just monogamy with a super-hot south indian or mulatta,on the condition that she is a virgin or has a low bodycount,I am financially independant and don't have to work,but have residual income of a good quantity,and I live in a country that doesn't have bad marriage and divorce laws,and she has good morals,but not in a coercive way where she doesn't have rights like these abrahamists want for women.

However,I see that that is out of reach for me,the world is going to shit.I have a disability,I have alot of traumas so I wouldn't really be able to 'love'a woman,and I also have a aversion to betabuxing.

I have sexual needs that need to be met when they do,or I become depressed,anxious and frustrated,and at one point I need this but at the other level I would never in any way coerce my wife or wives to bang me with threats or manipulation.

prostitutes and sex dolls fuflill would my sexual needs.Imagine if getting food was wrought with all kinds of uncertainties and stresses,you would not be happy.


I also have a ego like all healthy humans,and want to bang women from alot of cultures for the flag.I want to sow my wild oats.FOMO I guess.

I've done the 'love'thing many times,and women are fickle,relationships are unpredictable and the result is hurt.

every 'nice'girl puts on a act for the first few months,and then shows her true colors.that's been my experience.

alot of evil women like to play nice to differentiate themselves from the openly 'bad girls'because they are pickme's,and most evil women do not think they are or intentionally try to be evil.the result the same.

As I get older I get less idealistic,and more practical.

Some things may indeed be out of reach, but your aversion to work and holding down a regular job is part of the reason why things are out of reach. Now mind you... this is a very common, regular aversion: nobody really likes to work. Like loving it, being happy going to the office. It happens sometimes but most people don't work out of passion, they work out of neccessity to do the things they want to do most. Having the finest things in life requires funds, and funds require effort.

Women are indeed fickle creatures, and love is a scary game to play. So I do understand why a man would be risk-averse. However when it does work out, it feels magnificent. And personally, having a family and a bunch of children who look exactly like me has always been awesome. It really strokes a man's ego to see little mini-me's of himself running around in the world, knowing that his genes have a fighting chance of surviving in the human genepool and he leaves something tangible behind. For me it helps me come to terms with my own mortality because unlike Heaven, reincarnation or any other Afterlife, one can see and hold his family; they're physically there. It may be corny or cliche to some people but its a nice thought to know that when you grow old, you'll have grandchildren to visit you or perhaps you could live with family always. I mean since I never get with Western females in a marriage-like relationship, the attitude of my wives and partners has always been one of "we're in this together" so I wouldn't be placed in a retirement home one day which I would be if I married a Western woman and had a small Western style family.

Anyway people do different things for different sorts of reasons. Just, do you. But you did mention FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) and I'd urge you not to "miss out" on the experience of fatherhood, even if it would be outside of marriage. Nothing makes me happier than just, going some place with one of my kids, having little trips, adventures, making memories. It beats the cheap thrills of sex to actually bond with your loved ones in a deep and meaningful way and such bonds remain important even as a man ages and his libido diminishes with old age; the love of family remains. And a lot of men who die childless and unmarried are kind of miserable especially in their later years when their peers have children and grandchildren of their own and they're left alone, trying to endlessly relive the joys of youth that eluded them.

Marcos,I do not have a 'aversion'to work,I have a aversion to wage slavery,and keeping up with the jones for shit I don't need to make wifey happy,because she's a unevolved materialistic lower soul.

if I made a good income I would not have a 'aversion to work',I have a aversion for slavery.

no marriage means I can invest in a residual for of income,and travel and enjoy my life and sow my wild oats.

the rest of your post touches something I realized long ago,the ego is harmful to my own well-being.

the need or want for validation,while ingrained,the want or need to feel you're leaving a legacy etc

I don't know what happens after death,so I might aswell be hedonistic.

Women are indeed VERY fickle,can change over nothing,are impulsive and primitive in their mindset and solipsistic and callous.

I would only 'marry'a virgin from a small village somewhere,but still I have to be very careful,and I realized if I cannot trust a woman,it's not worth it.

take a 10/10 catfish guy with a 12 inch penis bulge and broad shoulders,let him DM a typical man's female partner to test her and see what she does.we all know what she will do,but we don't want to face it.

Loyalty and Love are illusions,that were predicated in the past on necessity,a type of coercion.

I'm done with idealism and a happy but false bluepill reality.

[MrMan]

It isn't so much about "red pill" versus "blue pill" narratives. It's about being at peace in this world, one way or another. For men like me, monogamy offers peace. Just having one truly desirable partner and raising an attractive family with that partner is a joyful experience to me. Could a billionaire supermodel dude with an eight pack come and steal my girl? Perhaps. But it's not really a scenario I am too worried about... If life really is a competition, and perhaps it is, the best way to win it is simply not to play. Just, do what gives you joy.

I'm not worried, that even if a billionaire with a six pack hit on my wife, that she'd go for it. The worst case scenario might be she'd tell me she wanted me to have a visible six pack. (I might have one, but if I do, it isn't visible at the moment.)

I cannot imagine a very obviously fake looking sexdoll ever giving a man such enjoyment. Nor could a whore, for that matter... call me a hopeless romantic but to spend an entire night just staring in the eyes of a beautiful woman, her soft skin brushing against yours, her intoxicating scent, her long lashes, her gorgeously shaped eyebrows, right next to yours... even the moments when there isn't any sex or intercourse, just to be near her or to walk someplace with her is a great joy and a near-permanent ego boost. Whereas the knowledge that the sex you have is paid for is... a blow to a man's ego. If you are able to do away with ego altogether, and rid yourself of the need of validation, I say more power to you my friend. But for me its still something that matters. I was kind of blind to it before. But now, even putting ego aside, just to be in the presence of beauty is already an experience worth living for. And to impregnate a truly beautiful woman, something I have done just last year, is another thing worth living for. If I view life as simply a game of survival for us animals and our lineages, this would be one way to achieve a sense of victory.

Over the years, you can get used to it. But I do look at my wife from time to time and realize how pretty she is. It is enjoyable to be married to a beautiful woman.

Of course, a woman who is a bit plain in the face with a good body would look beautiful naked, too. And if she isn't fit, turn out the lights and she might feel good. Also, character, values, personality, etc. are in many ways more important than looks. You spend your life with a person, not just what they look like. If you marry a pretty girl who keeps you up at night yelling at you who throws plates at you for leaving dirty dishes in the kitchen or throws a plunger at you for not putting a toilet seat down, you'd probably be much better off with an average-looking sweet girl.

[willymonfrete]

Whatever we do in life, whatever path we take, disappointment and regret always follows one way or another. It is inevitable. Hedonism, too, can become a bore. I've had some wild periods of my life and I have sown my wild oats so to speak. But I cannot really say it gave me long term joy or happiness nor did it feel sensible to continue with such a lifestyle. Of course it has its appeal... but the whole "grass is always greener on the other side" thing comes into play here.

When I used beautiful Eastern european,italian,dominican and latina prostitutes every week in amsterdam,from age 16-25,I was content,the only thing I didn't like was that I couldn't enjoy kissing.

my want for 'love'and a 'relationship'only occured during dryspells.Like the dryspell of a year and a half I'm in now.

everyone is different.But the shoe here does not fit me,when i truly analyze my nature.

my want for marriage came about as a result of coercion,when I became a christian in 2017,and I feared going to hell.it was never the authentic 'me'.

Kemetic religion also places value on healthy family life,and I would maybe do it if my requirments were met,but for me this whole validation thing from women was never a need.

It isn't so much about "red pill" versus "blue pill" narratives. It's about being at peace in this world, one way or another. For men like me, monogamy offers peace. Just having one truly desirable partner and raising an attractive family with that partner is a joyful experience to me. Could a billionaire supermodel dude with an eight pack come and steal my girl? Perhaps. But it's not really a scenario I am too worried about... If life really is a competition, and perhaps it is, the best way to win it is simply not to play. Just, do what gives you joy.

You were lucky or blessed by the Neteru(gods,energies of the cosmos)to find a girl that fit's your physical tastes and is a perfect match for you.

I hope it works out for you,but after opening up my soul and heart to a few women,and them all crushing me,I have a different POV,everyone has a different fate due to the energies of the cosmos and zodiacal planets etc

'Love'is based on superficial things,and is a type of affection for that superficial thing,for example if you were a Yemeni tribesman with your same level of looks,your East Asian wife would likely have shunned you with condescending and loathing disdain,I know because I am handsome and I know how asian and most women of all ethnicities interact with me,even the latinas that I get on OLD are mostly mulattas,so that's what fits me by the neteru and the cosmic fate,planets and energies personally and matching with their theirs.I am not 'white',I am a mixed raced black guy that looks tanned puerto rican or arabian depending on style,facial hair etc I can not leverage anything,I am not on the same playing field as others,and while I could get a ethiopian woman again,as they are not racists in general,I am just too cynical and burned out in the 'romance'department.

For me, some of the most joyful moments I have ever had in life involve family. Women come and go, relationships and even marriages come and go. People are indeed fickle, and flawed creatures. But fatherhood has been hugely rewarding to me. It has given me peace. This knowledge that even if I died today... I fulfilled my duties as a biological organism, the way most men and women have since the dawn of time. If man is just an animal, and perhaps we are only animals, why not be a successful bull in the herd instead of one of the lesser males who fail to spread their seed? If only just because it is a nice little social expiriment to watch someone with your own unique genetic code make his or her way in this world. Just to see how they fare, how they face challenges, and where they end up eventually. To me this has been hugely entertaining.

This is interesting and I am very happy for you,but I come from a broken family and don't share that optimism or risk tolerance in this department so much.

again the Neter and Neteru(conscious energies of nature,'gods',kemetic concept of universal consciousness) decide different fates for different people.

I cannot imagine a very obviously fake looking sexdoll ever giving a man such enjoyment. Nor could a whore, for that matter... call me a hopeless romantic but to spend an entire night just staring in the eyes of a beautiful woman, her soft skin brushing against yours, her intoxicating scent, her long lashes, her gorgeously shaped eyebrows, right next to yours... even the moments when there isn't any sex or intercourse, just to be near her or to walk someplace with her is a great joy and a near-permanent ego boost.

Having been treated badly by alot of 'beautiful 'women,I don't feel this way.

Whereas the knowledge that the sex you have is paid for is... a blow to a man's ego. If you are able to do away with ego altogether, and rid yourself of the need of validation, I say more power to you my friend. But for me its still something that matters. I was kind of blind to it before. But now, even putting ego aside, just to be in the presence of beauty is already an experience worth living for. And to impregnate a truly beautiful woman, something I have done just last year, is another thing worth living for. If I view life as simply a game of survival for us animals and our lineages, this would be one way to achieve a sense of victory.

I don't feel this way,I don't derive my self-worth thru women.I used to be like this,and my interactions woke me up,even though I am a slow learner.

I have dated women from all kinds of backrounds,and including mostly 'good'women from 'good backounds'or foreign backrounds,and I have all been disappointed.

I think 'good'women are putting on a act,to disarm me with 'love'and 'affection',but all relationships are ultimately transactional.

[willymonfrete]

It isn't so much about "red pill" versus "blue pill" narratives. It's about being at peace in this world, one way or another. For men like me, monogamy offers peace. Just having one truly desirable partner and raising an attractive family with that partner is a joyful experience to me. Could a billionaire supermodel dude with an eight pack come and steal my girl? Perhaps. But it's not really a scenario I am too worried about... If life really is a competition, and perhaps it is, the best way to win it is simply not to play. Just, do what gives you joy.

I'm not worried, that even if a billionaire with a six pack hit on my wife, that she'd go for it. The worst case scenario might be she'd tell me she wanted me to have a visible six pack. (I might have one, but if I do, it isn't visible at the moment.)

I cannot imagine a very obviously fake looking sexdoll ever giving a man such enjoyment. Nor could a whore, for that matter... call me a hopeless romantic but to spend an entire night just staring in the eyes of a beautiful woman, her soft skin brushing against yours, her intoxicating scent, her long lashes, her gorgeously shaped eyebrows, right next to yours... even the moments when there isn't any sex or intercourse, just to be near her or to walk someplace with her is a great joy and a near-permanent ego boost. Whereas the knowledge that the sex you have is paid for is... a blow to a man's ego. If you are able to do away with ego altogether, and rid yourself of the need of validation, I say more power to you my friend. But for me its still something that matters. I was kind of blind to it before. But now, even putting ego aside, just to be in the presence of beauty is already an experience worth living for. And to impregnate a truly beautiful woman, something I have done just last year, is another thing worth living for. If I view life as simply a game of survival for us animals and our lineages, this would be one way to achieve a sense of victory.

Over the years, you can get used to it. But I do look at my wife from time to time and realize how pretty she is. It is enjoyable to be married to a beautiful woman.

Of course, a woman who is a bit plain in the face with a good body would look beautiful naked, too. And if she isn't fit, turn out the lights and she might feel good. Also, character, values, personality, etc. are in many ways more important than looks. You spend your life with a person, not just what they look like. If you marry a pretty girl who keeps you up at night yelling at you who throws plates at you for leaving dirty dishes in the kitchen or throws a plunger at you for not putting a toilet seat down, you'd probably be much better off with an average-looking sweet girl.

if a 10/10 12 inch penis bulged broad shouldered NEET dmed your wife she would likely cheat.all women would.women have no loyalty.

look at those videos of guys waliking around with fake bulges,men can control their lust,women are pervs otoh.

[willymonfrete]

@MarcosZeitola please watch this when you have time

[MrMan]

It isn't so much about "red pill" versus "blue pill" narratives. It's about being at peace in this world, one way or another. For men like me, monogamy offers peace. Just having one truly desirable partner and raising an attractive family with that partner is a joyful experience to me. Could a billionaire supermodel dude with an eight pack come and steal my girl? Perhaps. But it's not really a scenario I am too worried about... If life really is a competition, and perhaps it is, the best way to win it is simply not to play. Just, do what gives you joy.

I'm not worried, that even if a billionaire with a six pack hit on my wife, that she'd go for it. The worst case scenario might be she'd tell me she wanted me to have a visible six pack. (I might have one, but if I do, it isn't visible at the moment.)

I cannot imagine a very obviously fake looking sexdoll ever giving a man such enjoyment. Nor could a whore, for that matter... call me a hopeless romantic but to spend an entire night just staring in the eyes of a beautiful woman, her soft skin brushing against yours, her intoxicating scent, her long lashes, her gorgeously shaped eyebrows, right next to yours... even the moments when there isn't any sex or intercourse, just to be near her or to walk someplace with her is a great joy and a near-permanent ego boost. Whereas the knowledge that the sex you have is paid for is... a blow to a man's ego. If you are able to do away with ego altogether, and rid yourself of the need of validation, I say more power to you my friend. But for me its still something that matters. I was kind of blind to it before. But now, even putting ego aside, just to be in the presence of beauty is already an experience worth living for. And to impregnate a truly beautiful woman, something I have done just last year, is another thing worth living for. If I view life as simply a game of survival for us animals and our lineages, this would be one way to achieve a sense of victory.

Over the years, you can get used to it. But I do look at my wife from time to time and realize how pretty she is. It is enjoyable to be married to a beautiful woman.

Of course, a woman who is a bit plain in the face with a good body would look beautiful naked, too. And if she isn't fit, turn out the lights and she might feel good. Also, character, values, personality, etc. are in many ways more important than looks. You spend your life with a person, not just what they look like. If you marry a pretty girl who keeps you up at night yelling at you who throws plates at you for leaving dirty dishes in the kitchen or throws a plunger at you for not putting a toilet seat down, you'd probably be much better off with an average-looking sweet girl.

if a 10/10 12 inch penis bulged broad shouldered NEET dmed your wife she would likely cheat.all women would.women have no loyalty.

look at those videos of guys waliking around with fake bulges,men can control their lust,women are pervs otoh.

Some people have sexual morals. Not everyone is going around looking for someone to fornicate or commit adultery with. If a woman with triple D's hit me up for some adultery, I wouldn't have sex with her.

And realistically, 10+ inches would probably scare a lot of lustful women away.

[willymonfrete]

@MarcosZeitola please watch this when you have time

I have watched it. Basically I am the man of the past... you're the man of the future. I'm still enslaved by instincts stronger than me, whereas you have risen above them. Many men nowadays have outgrown the primitive desires that still rule my heart and loins. I am not a slave to any woman, but I do uphold, in my own way, the system. I produce the children the system needs to survive.

And it's okay... there's a sense of freedom in realizing that we are, what we are. Ultimately if I really analyze it all, does anything really matter in the grand scheme of things? Everything we will ever be, everything we will ever "leave behind", it's all built on borrowed time. A castle on thin sand, sinking. Our existence is but a blink of the eye in the face of eternity. None of us matter.

That's freedom. I just do whatever it is that gives me joy, and it's every bit as futile as anything anyone else does. There's no immortality, no eternity, there's just this one brief collection of "moments" we call life. Once I internalized this, it gave me a lot of peace. The billionaire businessman, the Saudi King, the Elon Musks, Kanye Wests, Donald Trumps, Xi Jinpings of this world... they're all every bit as mortal as me. Nothing matters. The Jews, blacks, wokes, racists, whatever... it's all irrelevant.

All that matters is the enjoyment we squeeze out of life. For some men this is hedonism. For others, gluttony. Gym addictions. Drugs. A long list of sex partners. A loving family. A high notch count, a big bank account. For me its sunshine, delicious food, laughter, sex, the love of my children and my woman. I have to believe in it mattering, somehow. But sometimes the realization sneaks up on me that it doesn't matter. I cannot fight it. All these debates people have here, too. They're funny enough. But so utterly pointless in the grand scheme of things.

You know last year, I spent a lot of time just traveling around by motorcycle, feeling the hot sun on my skin. I didn't use a helmet; if I crash and die, so be it. If I stay alive, so be it. I drank with people, fun people. I f***ed beautiful girls. Impregnated two of them in the span of two months. I walked a beach and saw the sun go down. Got flown into some expensive resort by a couple of rich people I befriended; I think the man gets off on the idea of me boning his wife but I didn't; she is obese and I try to do only what gives me true joy. I met some amazing people. Creative minds. People who try to make the most of their lives. And all of them, the cool ones, the lame ones, the rich ones and the broke ones... they're all clueless, man. Every single one. The priests. The pastors. The faith healers, the holy men, the wise women, the fathers and grandfathers, the professors...

Fornication, no fornication, it doesn't matter. Traditional life, modern life, doesn't matter. Degeneracy, faggotry, promiscuity... I told a girl a few months ago how I feel lately that nothing really matters so why not just have fun? She agreed. Nothing really does matter. I play-pretend to be one thing in one group of people, play-pretend to be something else in another group of people. I float through life, like a particle, like a speck of dust, like a jellyfish in the ocean, like a flower carried by the wind. I f**k. I eat. I father children. I attend different churches. Different sects. I debate people, not because I want to be right but because I enjoy to talk. My opinion changes. My viewpoints change. I'm not static. Sometimes I'm a bigoted asshole. Sometimes I'm a bastard. Sometimes I break hearts. Once, it was my heart that got broken. I still believe in love.

Anyway, life doesn't matter. None of this matters. There is no guru, no influencer, no YouTuber who can explain any of it. All we can do is just walk through the world, ride, climb, socialize, dine, wine, sleep, wake again because soon we'll sleep forever, all of us.

Agree.

Don't get me wrong,I'd like marriage and kids too ideally,but only with very very specific conditions being met.

though,I do believe in life into eternity.

I am likely cynical from living in the worst place on earth for gender and social relations.

maybe my future travels will change my mind,I plan to explore Latin america especially for fornication,visit Japan,visit ethiopia etc