You've been honest...yeah...nobody is buying that BS man. As it sounded quite evident from your posts, and as even you said in several occasions, you sticked to her because you couldn't find anybody else who would meet and f**k you - however reluctantly and without passion - at moment's notice. And sure, she was taking care of you, the way every good Filipina, no matter how poor and uneducated, would behave in the hope of having a shot at her happiness. Her happiness, dude, just in case it never crossed your mind that there's more than just your sorry, self-centred loser arse on this planet.newlifeinphilippines wrote:ive been honest with my girl. she wants to stay despite my feelings of her. so i keep her out of pity. So get off your judgement. and cause im not in the mood to search cause i was the one tha tlet her move in right away instead of dating around before deciding so i sort of have become attached to her. Id rather just wait till i get home and start the search over I feel bad getting rid of her and I don't feel like searching for a new girl while im here since she was staying with me and taking care of me. Your the asshole who would probably dump her out and go back to her house (whih isn't her family and she has no job). I even fixed her teeth she didn't ask and she lives with me in comfort all these months. Yes i been an asshole to her at times but i feel no chemistry and she is leeching off me. i miss the bargirl cause she enjoyed sex and was hot. Its HER fault she doesn't enjoy sex, even when making her cum sometimes she still doesn't enjoy it. Not my fault.
If you really wanted to have a decent shot at being honest, you would have told her to leave you alone and gotten your act together to appeal to a better looking, or better brained girl. You know, things like a personality, a job, a degree, some genuine desire to understand the foreign culture you stomped into like you're the next Magellan.
As it stands, you have very little to complain about. You're a small time sex tourist with a huge sense of entitlement, and a bottom feeder with nothing positive to give to a woman, be her from Milwaukee or Manila. Unless you change your attitude towards yourself and people around you, the only individuals who will want to approach you will be to touch your wallet, not your heart.