I also hold the perception that the happy and carefree days of the previous decade are gone for the most part and that the world in which we live is now a darker place and one in which mere survival takes precedence over any form of enjoyment that we once had.publicduende wrote: ↑August 24th, 2023, 10:51 amI was a pessimist in 2014, my friend. As soon as I voted with my feet and left London for the Philippines, I knew I had to work 10x harder to get something I would have never attained in London: personal freedom. I thought I failed, but then I didn't. I am still working hard, but at least I know it's all about building a safety net to protect myself and C from whatever this world will come to, in a few short years.
I have no kids and have no intention to have any. As soon they'd get a modicum of logical thinking, they would hate me, and my peers, for being the last generation that had a fighting chance to truly change things, but instead chose to Honor Thy Boomer, comply and connive. They would be right to blame us and we would be right to feel hypocrite POS, in resorting to preaching them "strength" and "hope", like our politicians did to us.
I am running a company with zero liabilities and a healthy profit. My hires are happy and want to stay with me, if anything to see this large project till the end, which will be in 2025, maybe even later.
I don't possess much. at least compared to some of my City friends back in London. Yet, what I own, I own outright. As I found out, perhaps a bit late in the game, not having a mortgage is the first, single source or personal freedom a man can have. And yet, so few of us have this privilege.
I hope I am well prepared to face the shit when it finally hits the fan in a major, global way.
The New World Order has orchestrated a worldwide pandemic and various lockdowns. Those things might not be over either. They are likely to swiftly come back with some other "new variant". Then there is the Russia-Ukraine war, the threat of further escalation and WW3, and the economic crisis that is unfolding before our eyes, all manufactured by the not-so-hidden elites as a pretext for the "Great Reset" (i.e., the envisioned Kabbalistic Tikkun Olam of Gentile enslavement and destruction) - obvious to anybody with deeper discernment. In the midst of all of this chaos and confusion, the world is no longer a beautiful place and life is no longer fun. Now all we can do is survive and scrape by the best we can.
Abandoning our hopes and dreams and resigning ourselves to a mindset of indifference might make things easier when hardships reach their peak but I am of the view that the only way for us to come out of this one on top is a large-scale grass-roots rebellion of those with discernment against the NWO and a subsequent merciless annihilation of all of those involved in this nefarious conspiracy against humanity. However, the problem is that the greater part of humanity has been reduced to the state of unthinking cattle and will simply go along with whatever dark agendas the NWO may seek to push. In effect, the majority of Gentiles today (maybe as much as 90%) are indeed exactly the same semi-retarded goyim that the Kabbalists so pejoratively regard them as. They therefore don't even deserve freedom or survival. I no longer have any high hopes for the majority of humanity. I now even share the same contempt for them as the Kabbalists do. Still, I just hope that a minority will be enlightened enough to resist the NWO's nefarious plan.
I no longer find life enjoyable and feel indifferent towards most things. First the scamdemic disrupted everything and then my own unusual health problems have kept me grounded for the last few years. Now that I'm in my mid 30s, I feel that the last bit of my youth has been taken away from me and that all that remains is a dark world that is getting more dystopian by the year. Things now seem miserable in comparison to how they were just a few years ago. I often wonder what the hell I'm even doing in this world but my spirit to fight and my absolute hatred for the NWO and all of its vile lackeys keep me here.