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I'm not a big fan of clubs, I never have been, I don't drink, and I would never go home with a woman I just met so the entire thing is pointless for me, but in my attempt to force my self out of my shell or virtual cage created by isolation

I decided to force my self to go to a club last night with my coworker, she told me she'd show me how to dance ect, so I figured hey, at least I'd get one dance out of it with her if nothing more.

right off the bat a fat girl came up to the bar looked at me and said word for word "hey I need a drink" with no interest in me at all fully expecting me to say yes I shook my head and laughed a little and said "not from me" and continued on and ordered my diet coke.

funny how right off the bat in a club I was looked at as money before anything more, couldn't help but not be surprised at that.


Maybe I'm old sooner than I should be, but I look around and see the character of the people grinding and dancing around me and I can't help but feel above them... its as though I've entered a cave full of monkeys that learned to mate and dance at the same time and couldn't figure out which one they wanted to do first, so they attempted both resulting in the cluster f**k that is what you see in clubs today.

I found I didn't have the inclination to dance with any of the girls...I mean I wanted to dance, I paid 10$ cover charge, but every girl I saw constantly just turned me off, even if they were attractive.

so after wandering around observing the human version of national geographic, I went to the bar to get a diet coke, drank that and more or less left.

I texted my coworker who saying good bye and enjoy the night I'm headed out, she said "we were just looking for you" though I doubt it, unless they needed me to buy them drinks or something, my coworker was only 19, I figured that might be the only reason they had me go in the first place.

What's interesting is how it effected me after though, it made me miss my old girl friend and regret falling out with a old high school crush..... both were poor choices, but its as though I knew that was literally the last 2 chances I'd ever have at a woman.

It even made me feel like giving up on going abroad and accepting my uselessness to women so that I could be at least rid of the pain of trying.

Love dating and women have always been that thing normal people have I could never obtain...always foreign to me, always taunting me but always out of my reach, its weighed very heavy over me my entire life, clubs just bring it back twice as much.

Pointless rant, but I needed to vent somewhere.

magnum wrote:I'm not a big fan of clubs, I never have been, I don't drink, and I would never go home with a woman I just met so the entire thing is pointless for me, but in my attempt to force my self out of my shell or virtual cage created by isolation

I decided to force my self to go to a club last night with my coworker, she told me she'd show me how to dance ect, so I figured hey, at least I'd get one dance out of it with her if nothing more.

right off the bat a fat girl came up to the bar looked at me and said word for word "hey I need a drink" with no interest in me at all fully expecting me to say yes I shook my head and laughed a little and said "not from me" and continued on and ordered my diet coke.

funny how right off the bat in a club I was looked at as money before anything more, couldn't help but not be surprised at that.


Maybe I'm old sooner than I should be, but I look around and see the character of the people grinding and dancing around me and I can't help but feel above them... its as though I've entered a cave full of monkeys that learned to mate and dance at the same time and couldn't figure out which one they wanted to do first, so they attempted both resulting in the cluster f**k that is what you see in clubs today.

I found I didn't have the inclination to dance with any of the girls...I mean I wanted to dance, I paid 10$ cover charge, but every girl I saw constantly just turned me off, even if they were attractive.

so after wandering around observing the human version of national geographic, I went to the bar to get a diet coke, drank that and more or less left.

I texted my coworker who saying good bye and enjoy the night I'm headed out, she said "we were just looking for you" though I doubt it, unless they needed me to buy them drinks or something, my coworker was only 19, I figured that might be the only reason they had me go in the first place.

What's interesting is how it effected me after though, it made me miss my old girl friend and regret falling out with a old high school crush..... both were poor choices, but its as though I knew that was literally the last 2 chances I'd ever have at a woman.

It even made me feel like giving up on going abroad and accepting my uselessness to women so that I could be at least rid of the pain of trying.

Love dating and women have always been that thing normal people have I could never obtain...always foreign to me, always taunting me but always out of my reach, its weighed very heavy over me my entire life, clubs just bring it back twice as much.

Pointless rant, but I needed to vent somewhere.

All you really need is some good sweet p***y, to smell, to taste, and to lick....

Sorry for being so graphic but it's the truth, you just need p***y that's all.

This is why the Mason's have turned women against the men, because they know what this is going to lead to.

If you were to study world history you would see the same exact pattern over and over and over again like clockwork, and yet nobody on this planet is going to talk about it.

First a civilization will start out being moral, where people get married and have families. Then the society changes and becomes just the exact opposite, and it ends when all the men are having sex with other men, when the society reaches that point, immediate destruction follows.

This is what the Mason's are doing right now, they want to replace women with two things, men and robots.

So as a man they want you to have sex with other men, or a robot, whichever you prefer....

The female will be the god of this world, and unless you're a female you are nothing. A real man has no worth whatsoever, only females and gays have worth.

When you grow up in this reality you morph into what society tells you to be, because you want to fit in and be cool....

Go get yourself some p***y, if you need to beg then beg, whatever it takes, you'll feel much better....

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magnum wrote:right off the bat a fat girl came up to the bar looked at me and said word for word "hey I need a drink" with no interest in me at all fully expecting me to say yes.

Haha, classic.

Here is Asia if a fat girl comes up to you she starts with "can I give you a blow job?". That's the only way a fatty is gonna get anywhere over here. In the USA the fatties think they are princesses...delusional.

Oh..if you are not willing to buy women drinks and entertain them like a human monkey you are just a bastard woman hater...

What is wrong with you?

Don't you know it is a PRIVILEGE to be able to spend your hard earned on women? LOL!!