A man and his dog.

[magnum]

I've had so much time to think while unemployed and after the chaos that happened in 2013.

My life went from nothing to active in 2013.


the first month of 2014 is been met with putting in job applications jumping through hoops in hopes to find a job.


I've actually resorted to walking my 15 year old pincher-chwawa for my "outside" activity..social life is non-existent for me.

Part of me hopes if I go to the park I might meet some interesting people and start up a conversation, other parts of me feel bad for my dog, because now I know how horrible it is to live indoors with no interaction with the outside world, in a lot of aspects I've become a dog through western societies filter, maybe I just think it's Ironic.

Lately I've just been working on lower the body fat I gained from China, getting ready to be back in the game when I return to Asia.

I'm excited because I finally know what I want to do with my life, live in Asia and be in the best shape I can be until the day I die and travel as much as possible.

perhaps with a little will power I might even find a young woman to be along for the ride.

For now, I've just been gaming a few hours a day, exercising and researching fitness and ways to get out of the country.

A job came up in Shenyang to be English teacher, I was tempted to take it, as I actually enjoy that city, but yeah, I can't lie, because that's where my ex is from, though I find my self being able to accept but at least moving on from my ex.

It's difficult to accept the only real love I've felt from a female was a lie, or at least kicked aside for status, in the end it stings a little deep because I know my ex will find a rich French man despite not deserving it, she's a horrible person for leading me on....the sad part is she lost the wonderful person she could have been, and the person she could have been with.

My father constantly talks about not being able to afford places to live or how he can't save money, he's going to retire with 70k a year, his wife is a fat Femanazi with sugar coated christian shell.

He avoids conflict, so in the end that just means my mother uses emotional tactics to get what she wants and seeing as they're married her excuse is "we're married so the money is both of ares" even though my father wouldn't spend half of it the way it gets spent if he had his way.

I watched the remake of the secret world of Mitty.

It was a horrible movie because he ended up with the ugly washed up American single mother.

But if you can ignore that, it's a beautiful thing, it made me tear up a few times reminding me of the time I escaped it all in 2013.

I constantly tell my father he'll soon be retired and he's wanted to see the world.

I often joke with him about how even at his age *58* he could find a decent looking woman in some parts of the world who's thin and kind and would treat you with true appreciation, neither him nor I believe in divorce sadly....

My father is a true trooper and has put up with far too many emasculating situations, and he's my hero.

my sister and her husband live in his house along with me, I feel guilty every day being part of his problem, another reason I plan on leaving the usa.

I told my father one day when he's retired he'll have to come visit me in asia and experience real freedom, I taunt my mother by saying if I have a wedding it will be in asia so she'll have to get on a flight, and if she ever wants to see grandkids she'll have to fly too, hahaha.

U.S.A causes good men to fall, and horrible men to rise, when it burns in flame, I'll be smiling from a far off land while my nightmare burns.

Believe it or not, after typing all that I feel a bit positive, I think I'll take my dog for a walk. end of rant.

[Ghost]

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[zboy1]

I dread when I have to go back to the States in June. Even if it's only for two months, the U.S.A is such a depressing place--I'm actually dreading that date. LOL!

[magnum]

Just try not to eat the Chemicals they call food, and avoid the natural predators called women.

[xiongmao]

Yeah, it's good to keep busy. I recommend this Roosh post...

http://www.rooshv.com/what-is-your-project

What's my project? I'm actually looking for a job right now. But in the time between job hunting I'm building another app to sell online.

Always have a project!