Why Are We Here & Why Do We Suffer? 9 Models of Reality and My Analysis of Them

[Winston]

WARNING! The following is super disturbing! Only read this if you can stomach it and are not faint hearted.

Here is my theory that explains everything and makes the most perfect sense that accounts for everything. However it is too disturbing for anyone to think about.

What if we are living inside the mind of a demonic God? That would explain why he is watching us every second 24/7 wherever we are, even if we are on a remote island. Like the all seeing eye. That would explain why he can control everything all around us everywhere. That would explain why everything around us wants to mindfuck us and deceive us and mislead us and play games with us and give us false illusions everyday and false hope that leads to disappointment, etc. You get the drift I'm sure.

That's why everything around you, including your own mind, is trying to deceive you and trick you and lead you astray and lead you to temptation. It fills you up with temporary pleasure and happiness and good feelings sometimes, just so it can tear you down again, the same way you charge your phone so you can use it, or put gas in your car so you can drive it. That's why the demonic God allows you to be happy and joyful and feel good sometimes, because it serves it's purpose and charges you up to be drained and depleted again. Like a battery. That makes perfect sense if we are part of an energy farm.

Maybe NPCs are merely the robots and minions created and used by the demonic God to carry out his wishes? That's why people f**k us up all the time as if it's deliberate, and why dictators like Putin and Netanyahu start unnecessary wars and won't stop them. Because they are serving the will of the demonic God that we are inside of.

The only good thing is that this demonic God isn't gonna just kill us outright with a lightning bolt when we walk outside. He prefers to play games with us like a cat and mouse, like a hunter and trickster. He enjoys outsmarting us and outfoxing us and gets a kick out of it, like a game master. He loves to deceive us and screw with our minds. Every horror movie villain does this too, which is a truth drop and reflection of the demonic deity.

He's a lot like the Joker or Riddler in Batman, who does not try to kill Batman outright but instead plays games with Batman and tries to outsmart and outfox him and toy with him first, before leading him to his own destruction. The demonic God we live inside of is the same way and has the same personality. That's why everything around us is a trick and false hope. It's as if something is playing with us all the time. Like a trickster. The ancients saw the gods as tricksters too, don't forget that.

All of this is way too disturbing and depressing and makes you feel powerless and is bad for your mental health. So it's not good to think this way. But what if it's true? You gotta at least put it on the table right? Because it's the most perfect theory that explains everything and accounts for everything you see and experience in this reality and in this world and in life. Right?

Have you ever considered this? Or am I the only one?

Remember in the Star Trek Voyager episode Coda, Captain Janeway was pressured by the being during her NDE to step into the gateway to his realm so she could nourish him in there. She was being lured to enter heaven so she could become an eternal battery for the deity in there. Like stepping into the mind of a demonic deity and into his world so he could play with her mind for all eternity while using her like a battery in a game of everlasting deception. Kind of like how this world seems to be for us. That's why this world seems like a bardo state like in the movie Jacob's Ladder. Because it's inside the mind of a deity that's using us and tricking us everyday for his own benefit, not for ours.

What do you think? It's very disturbing and depressing but it's the perfect theory that makes perfect sense and explains everything we see and experience in this reality. Right? How can we deny that and ignore it and refuse to consider it? It even explains Murphy's Law too of course, which no New Ager or spiritual person has ever been able to explain. But this does.