Thank you...MarcosZeitola wrote: ↑September 28th, 2021, 9:54 am
I think Tsar is at a point where he has nothing left to lose and he is close to contemplating suicide. Now I know many here are no big fans of 'the vaccine' and its dreaded potential side effects or the nefarious groups that may be behind pushing our need to take it... but a man who has nothing to lose and can only get out if he took it, I dunno, he might as well get the jab? So far there are no mass deaths from the vaccine, whereas ordering shady foreign suicide pills on the dark web and overdosing on them in a bathtub seems like certain death. A bleak end. Too bleak, for a friend I care about.gsjackson wrote: ↑September 28th, 2021, 9:46 amRe=read the post by Marcos, and take the path of least resistance. You need to calm your mind down. Everybody has problems, and everybody has had his life turned upside down by the scamdemic. You have insight into it, and the world desperately needs people who do. You'll find a niche eventually, and just try to relax until you do.
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@Tsar I have not seen you on Whatsapp in a while. Hit me up if you can. You sound depressed and sad. Perhaps I will call you up some of these days. I'd like to bring back some semblance of hope to your gloomy existence. I don't really wish anyone on this forum to die... hell, not even Shawn Blake. Suicide and depression are no laughing matter.
I'm here for you little bro.
I didn't realize what was happening for awhile but I realized that I have been slowly withdrawing from almost everything. It's one of the major symptoms of depression and a warning sign of eventual suicide. I don't even feel like going out much...
I am depressed and sad. When I actually had hope, it was bright enough to overpower the despair that I always felt. It's gone. I can say that I have been sad my entire life.
I don't see any point to my life anymore. The truths of our world are not everyone gets to be happy, not everything gets a nice life, and not everyone gets to win.
My life is (in) an unwinnable situation and that led me to the answer that in an unwinnable situation, the outcome is fixed and only the events before the outcome can be controlled.
I think I subconsciously knew my life was already over for awhile now and only in the last week consciously accepted that fact.