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during a dream last night,the demons presented themselves asd theravada buddhists and tried to make fun of me for being buddhist and leaving christianity in the past.they were taunting me.

I have been a christian for some while now,and God told me during prayer(I've been trying to build a consistent prayer life recently,and I pray everytime I feel ther urge to sin) that the contradictions that make me leave are occult translations and I should read the KJV Bible only.

I also read spiritreports.blogspot.com to put the fear of God in me whenever I start to doubt.

Anyway,I am sick of these attacks by demons,and I need to find a pentecostal exorcist to expunge them from me one day.

my only sins are masturbation and smoking cigarettes(I've been addicted even before I came to christ),when I stop I will go to a exorcist as then I'm not a persistent sinner.

Pixel--Dude wrote: ↑

July 30th, 2024, 12:08 pm

Masturbation isn't something evil or to ask forgiveness for. Such a notion is ridiculous. Nothing wrong with shaking hot white coconuts from the veiny love tree. You just had a bad dream, don't think into it too deeply. I had a dream recently where I was AI. Dreams are f***ing insane

I'm not gonna start a debate about wether these are just psychosis or actual demons,but I will say I have been choked,raped and almost killed by these demons before and I got these dreams everynight since the first night I came to christianity first from the nithyananda cult in january 21st 2021.

they put me on psych meds and said i was schizoaffective for having these experiences,but why don't the anti-psychosis injections every 2 weeks help?

because they're actual demons.

Pixel--Dude wrote: ↑

July 30th, 2024, 12:20 pm

88jose88 wrote: ↑

July 30th, 2024, 12:13 pm

Pixel--Dude wrote: ↑

July 30th, 2024, 12:08 pm

Masturbation isn't something evil or to ask forgiveness for. Such a notion is ridiculous. Nothing wrong with shaking hot white coconuts from the veiny love tree. You just had a bad dream, don't think into it too deeply. I had a dream recently where I was AI. Dreams are f***ing insane

I'm not gonna start a debate about wether these are just psychosis or actual demons,but I will say I have been choked,raped and almost killed by these demons before and I got these dreams everynight since the first night I came to christianity first from the nithyananda cult in january 21st 2021.

they put me on psych meds and said i was schizoaffective for having these experiences,but why don't the anti-psychosis injections every 2 weeks help?

because they're actual demons.

It sounds like you suffer from schizophrenic episodes of delusion and mental illness. Make sure you keep taking medication for that. I sincerely doubt Christianity will authentically help you, it's a demonic death cult that mimics cannibalism and drinking blood.

Best thing is just focus on things that edify you and make you happy. Take any meds recommended to you by your doctor and I hope you recover soon.

then WHY did these attacks start the NIGHT I first became christian?

and why did calling on christ always make the attacks stop during sleep paralysis?

now you're promoting toxic goyim killing and maiming jewish meds,when you present yourself as anti-judaic.

I know there are a lot of Pentecostal and Charismatic churches where you can ask the pastor or lots of people in the congregation to rebuke, cast out, or pray for your being under demonic attack and they will try to minister to you.

I'm glad to hear you have decided to get out of the occult @88jose88.

The conversation here reminds me of a conversation with a kind of New Agey, I think, or Native American religion co-worker who was talking about Satanic ritual abuse. We were talking about demon possession, or as I call it (from a more literal wording close to the Greek) demonization. We were talking about someone with multiple personality disorder, supposedly, but bite marks would form on her body when one of the personalities was in her. I said that seemed like evidence that it was demonic rather than just having different personalities-- an external force at work. She said maybe the bite marks were psychosomatic. That to me seemed a very ridiculous assertion.

There was this old 'Anglican Pentecostal' blog that might still be available through the Wayback machine. The host or site or something dropped the guy when he posted a blog post on the connection between homosexuality and demons. One of his articles dug into psychological journals that dealt with demonization. He told of a man who heard voices who negotiated with the voices, who did not want him to study the Bible. They agreed to leave him alone if he studied Buddhism so many hours a week, but not the Bible. The blogger concluded that the demons wanted to keep the man from saving faith in Jesus Christ.

It could be because your higher self wants to be Christian or you are meant to be Christian or you belong to the Christian egregore. Ask yourself this: How come most people who deconvert from Christianity or turn Atheist or Buddhist or New Age or toward the occult, don't have demons bothering them about it? Why would demons make fun of you for turning to Buddhism? Wouldn't they be glad you abandoned Christ? Maybe they are your subconscious mind?

A small minority of Christians who leave Christianity experience what you say, especially if they turn New Age. But not most. Maybe you are meant to be Christian? Some are. Perhaps Christianity is a group soul or egregore. Note too that only Christians and Catholics get possessed by demons. Non-Christians or Atheists or even Buddhists, usually don't get possessed by demons and need an exorcist. So it could be that Christianity brings both God and Satan in your life. They may be two sides of the same coin or a tag team or good cop/bad cop routine, so they always follow each other. The horror movie "The Unholy" from 2021 has a line that says that wherever God goes, Satan follows. Perhaps that's a clue or hint. Christianity is like a package. When you have God or Jesus, you have Satan and demons too. Just like when you watch Batman, you will see villains like the Joker or Riddler, they are part of the same package. If you reject the whole package, then they are no longer part of your reality.

Just some thoughts to consider and think about.