Wolfeye wrote:I get there are TENDENCIES & TRENDS with all kinds of EXCEPTIONS that spring up here & there, but there's so much of no easily identifiable "unofficial undercurrent" that I really don't buy the whole thing with the Iroquois & the Scots functionally being where the social dynamics of this country come from.
In my opinion, America is such an un-understandable country, with all of these traits, tendencies & trends from certain identifiable places...but an "unofficial undercurrent"; because most of it is a project. That's why America is, for the most part, such a horrible place to live - if you're not that flaming stupid extrovert - that it seems to fit so well with, or = if you have any soul at all whatsoever or aren't blind or willing to overlook all these things.
The ugly truth's that I've come to find, and I think that anyone who's slightly honest with themselves will admit: the country's basically a government operation, used for a designed purpose; its media, constitution, academics (if you can call them that) ...its artificial culture is a psyop, that's why it feels so ugly and inauthentic; it is. It only values extraversion, extroversion is stupid, is manipulable, malleable ....doesn't ask questions...it does what you want it to do - like partying worker bees.
Now, if you have a brain or are smart, soft... intelligent and inquisitive (if you can even spell inquisitive for that matter), if you stop to ponder and think, if you value life on its deeper levels in some way... you will be in trouble and suffer terribly in America. I know I did. It taught me low self esteem, to basically hate myself; lose myself and forget who I am... it didn't value my skills or strengths at all, but it did enough to poison me.
I hate America with a passion, and I'm an American. I hate that my family whom raised me and loved me are instilled so heavily with these concepts - tied to the patriotic/manipulative "patriotism" of America; whereas you don't do anything they want you to do, you're not a real American...whatever the hell that means - Have you noticed it keeps changing?
It's caused me a seat of grief in my life that was inescapable, seemed damaging and has marred my soul - alone and often at odds with others ....for their mind-manipulation, "patriotism" and brainwashing - they will not allow themselves to think outside from, and therefor are a still unhappy- slave. It's one thing to feel a thing one time, but to repeatedly encounter the same abuses left & right, over and over is brainwashing, it is harmful. It is a direct attack on an individual. Which is what most Americans endure.
I knew it was time to leave when I expressed feelings of dislike or unhappiness with America, and was met with "well if you don't like it - go somewhere else..." or - "how dare you criticize America, you're no real American" - must I continue with litanies of other offenses I've endured staying there.
I was filled with such bitterness at living there, I think I ruined the first half of my life from depression and anger and utter hopelessness which I felt; but which I could not escape out from underneath or as I saw it any means of coping. America ruined the first half my life. I thank if for damaging my family, my parents' minds, my Brother, my father...my friends. For nobody is truly happy in America. Rest assured this is true.
I don't think it was
this bad, before. I would have loved America pre 1960's. During the time of Tesla, invention, vibrant thriving and happy living, a time of innovation and real culture, real satisfying living and real hardy culture. We got the shit-tail end of America and we have to remember that. It wasn't always like this. I prefer to hold onto the old vision of what America really was. I don't let a toxic belief into my heart. Thoughts control your feelings and affect your heart.
America is basically the first ever "experiment" of its kind. It's even called the American Experiment because it's known this is what it is, that's why I have trouble with folks like Outwest who say that I'm some "conspiracy theorist" for saying it is - or countless others who live
in such massive denial, or act "tough" & buy into that annoying, American "tough-guy" attitude that denies reality, lives in delusion and which nobody in the world can stand, because it's so horribly artificial, toxic, soulless and inauthentic.
If you're looking for a strand of what defines the unofficial undercurrent or current of America, if you do enough digging or research, you will inevitably run into FreeMasonic ideology, it is the base of America in every way.
The world, and in particular America, is run by megalomaniacal psychopaths; that's the truth.
Of course... some part of you, already knew that.