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Guys.

Including Grunt among others whom are tired of me ranting assuming that this is another Irizarry Race Bait N' Switch maneuver.

I have to say this and get it off of my chest.

I am returning to studying my e-books on Monday as well as filing a complaint against this Administrative judge (she's Afro-Caribbean but westernized, poignant, and pompous) whom had violated a couple of sections of the law that I have researched. I am going back to that courthouse to find out her last name because I didn't get her last name as she had quickly
stated it in the meeting yesterday.

I am working diligently to get on track to leave this country.

I am almost in tears writing this because it pains my soul to know how badly I am treated by Black, Afro-, and African people in this country, when I do everything in my power to absolve myself from them. Anywhere from correcting people in addressing me as "bro" or "brother", and I dress like a Wall-Street guy daily. WTF gives.

I have minded my own business at my customer service job, performed in the top 2 of my team daily, I utilize standardized English, yet I'm deemed as a threat. (Yes I write incorrectly in English 5 percent of the time, but I am usually ranting, so I don't have desire to proofread at times on this forum). Hence I was still fired by Black women creating a pack of lies going up to corporate level just because they didn't like me.

I love computer programming; almost nobody sees that in me, and I always have Black women always trying to overtalk and to try to out-articulate me with the pompous aire that they are the only ones whom are intelligent, not anyone else of color.

I feel so utterly inept right now because it took everything in me to be nice to Black people whom I have to deal with on a professional basis, and I receive everything short of professionalism from them.

Because of their prevalence in the following work sectors, I hate the public sector...I hate telemarketing and customer service...I don't even attend Black nor West Indian nor African events. (They loathe me; I loathe them, too although I have utterly tried with them!!!!)

I feel that I'm not perfectly articulate, but I can comprehend and manifest myself with the majority of the articulate ones.

I am so compliantly White on the inside, but deemed as Plaxico Burguess, Mike Vick, with almost the size of Terry Crews with a face of Michael Ealy on the outside.

I hate this double-edged sword I'm immersed in on a daily basis.

I will answer with a video. You may not understand the words, but they are basically singing- "Wishing you were here":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woFXqf5z ... re=related

Just absorb. And leave the rest in the past.

ladislav wrote:I will answer with a video. You may not understand the words, but they are basically singing- "Wishing you were here":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woFXqf5z ... re=related

Just absorb. And leave the rest in the past.

Thank you, LadiSlav. You're right; I don't understand Tagalog. LOL But the gesture is what means the most here. Thank you again. +1

I know we all have days where we feel down. Do not think for one moment that its not manly to cry. Crying relieves pressure and helps you to remain in balance. I do it myself when the pressure gets a little too much for me. You can give me a call if you want to as well. Peace.

E_Irizarry wrote: I am returning to studying my e-books on Monday as well as filing a complaint against this Administrative judge (she's Afro-Caribbean but westernized, poignant, and pompous) whom had violated a couple of sections of the law that I have researched. I am going back to that courthouse to find out her last name because I didn't get her last name as she had quickly
stated it in the meeting yesterday.

When someone tries to throw you under the bus, by all means, bite them back.

For reference, this is how my friend Larry deal with it:
http://www.irvinehousingblog.com/images ... -OCAR_.pdf

E, it honestly sucks how black people treat people in the US; especially people who are close relatives (since you are Brazilian). In my life I had problems because I am dark as Denzel Washington but a relatively smart guy who likes things which would make me appear 'white' to people. I honestly am not too much into hip hop and yes, I have had constant black women issues at work and am glad I do not have to worry about that here in Europe.

I believe you are on the right path. It is not easy and at times I feel depressed and wondered why there is not a nice guy to be with me and why is not society giving help to make living better for people.

I have no complaints, bro. Even if I did, I do not advise anyone to take me seriously. Opinions being what they are and all.

E_Irizarry wrote:Guys.

Including Grunt among others whom are tired of me ranting assuming that this is another Irizarry Race Bait N' Switch maneuver.

I have to say this and get it off of my chest.

I am returning to studying my e-books on Monday as well as filing a complaint against this Administrative judge (she's Afro-Caribbean but westernized, poignant, and pompous) whom had violated a couple of sections of the law that I have researched. I am going back to that courthouse to find out her last name because I didn't get her last name as she had quickly
stated it in the meeting yesterday.

I am working diligently to get on track to leave this country.

I am almost in tears writing this because it pains my soul to know how badly I am treated by Black, Afro-, and African people in this country, when I do everything in my power to absolve myself from them. Anywhere from correcting people in addressing me as "bro" or "brother", and I dress like a Wall-Street guy daily. WTF gives.

I have minded my own business at my customer service job, performed in the top 2 of my team daily, I utilize standardized English, yet I'm deemed as a threat. (Yes I write incorrectly in English 5 percent of the time, but I am usually ranting, so I don't have desire to proofread at times on this forum). Hence I was still fired by Black women creating a pack of lies going up to corporate level just because they didn't like me.

I love computer programming; almost nobody sees that in me, and I always have Black women always trying to overtalk and to try to out-articulate me with the pompous aire that they are the only ones whom are intelligent, not anyone else of color.

I feel so utterly inept right now because it took everything in me to be nice to Black people whom I have to deal with on a professional basis, and I receive everything short of professionalism from them.

Because of their prevalence in the following work sectors, I hate the public sector...I hate telemarketing and customer service...I don't even attend Black nor West Indian nor African events. (They loathe me; I loathe them, too although I have utterly tried with them!!!!)

I feel that I'm not perfectly articulate, but I can comprehend and manifest myself with the majority of the articulate ones.

I am so compliantly White on the inside, but deemed as Plaxico Burguess, Mike Vick, with almost the size of Terry Crews with a face of Michael Ealy on the outside.

I hate this double-edged sword I'm immersed in on a daily basis.

keep your're head up where are you going by the way when you do leave.i know what you're saying it's hard to work with black people alot of times .this all just one big mess.

skateboardstephen wrote:

E_Irizarry wrote:Guys.

Including Grunt among others whom are tired of me ranting assuming that this is another Irizarry Race Bait N' Switch maneuver.

I have to say this and get it off of my chest.

I am returning to studying my e-books on Monday as well as filing a complaint against this Administrative judge (she's Afro-Caribbean but westernized, poignant, and pompous) whom had violated a couple of sections of the law that I have researched. I am going back to that courthouse to find out her last name because I didn't get her last name as she had quickly
stated it in the meeting yesterday.

I am working diligently to get on track to leave this country.

I am almost in tears writing this because it pains my soul to know how badly I am treated by Black, Afro-, and African people in this country, when I do everything in my power to absolve myself from them. Anywhere from correcting people in addressing me as "bro" or "brother", and I dress like a Wall-Street guy daily. WTF gives.

I have minded my own business at my customer service job, performed in the top 2 of my team daily, I utilize standardized English, yet I'm deemed as a threat. (Yes I write incorrectly in English 5 percent of the time, but I am usually ranting, so I don't have desire to proofread at times on this forum). Hence I was still fired by Black women creating a pack of lies going up to corporate level just because they didn't like me.

I love computer programming; almost nobody sees that in me, and I always have Black women always trying to overtalk and to try to out-articulate me with the pompous aire that they are the only ones whom are intelligent, not anyone else of color.

I feel so utterly inept right now because it took everything in me to be nice to Black people whom I have to deal with on a professional basis, and I receive everything short of professionalism from them.

Because of their prevalence in the following work sectors, I hate the public sector...I hate telemarketing and customer service...I don't even attend Black nor West Indian nor African events. (They loathe me; I loathe them, too although I have utterly tried with them!!!!)

I feel that I'm not perfectly articulate, but I can comprehend and manifest myself with the majority of the articulate ones.

I am so compliantly White on the inside, but deemed as Plaxico Burguess, Mike Vick, with almost the size of Terry Crews with a face of Michael Ealy on the outside.

I hate this double-edged sword I'm immersed in on a daily basis.

keep your're head up where are you going by the way when you do leave.i know what you're saying it's hard to work with black people alot of times .this all just one big mess.

I am going back to Brasil by 2015 (2016 as the absolute latest) is my ultimate goal. Thanks for your wishes too man.

aozora13 wrote:E, it honestly sucks how black people treat people in the US; especially people who are close relatives (since you are Brazilian). In my life I had problems because I am dark as Denzel Washington but a relatively smart guy who likes things which would make me appear 'white' to people. I honestly am not too much into hip hop and yes, I have had constant black women issues at work and am glad I do not have to worry about that here in Europe.

I believe you are on the right path. It is not easy and at times I feel depressed and wondered why there is not a nice guy to be with me and why is not society giving help to make living better for people.

A nice guy to be with you? I thought you were a man. Sorry if it seems like I`m "putting you blast" on the forum here. However, I agree with everything else that you have posted in this thread. Thanks.

Grunt wrote:I have no complaints, bro. Even if I did, I do not advise anyone to take me seriously. Opinions being what they are and all.

OH alright. Cool.

While Latin America has a race problem in the way that the top people are usually Europeans, in daily life black people there do not form a separate culture. They are just Colombians and Panamanians, etc. They do not speak a separate dialect and do not act "black" or 'white". It would be ridiculous to imagine a scene where a Panamanian black is accused by other Panamanian blacks of acting white. They just act, well, Panamanian.
Nor are there black ghettos in the American sense. It is a relief to go there and to be able to hang out with people of all colors and not worry about race at least in the social sense.

E_Irizarry wrote:

aozora13 wrote:E, it honestly sucks how black people treat people in the US; especially people who are close relatives (since you are Brazilian). In my life I had problems because I am dark as Denzel Washington but a relatively smart guy who likes things which would make me appear 'white' to people. I honestly am not too much into hip hop and yes, I have had constant black women issues at work and am glad I do not have to worry about that here in Europe.

I believe you are on the right path. It is not easy and at times I feel depressed and wondered why there is not a nice guy to be with me and why is not society giving help to make living better for people.

A nice guy to be with you? I thought you were a man. Sorry if it seems like I`m "putting you blast" on the forum here. However, I agree with everything else that you have posted in this thread. Thanks.

Oops, I actually wrote that too fast. I am actually a man. I meant that a nice girl to be with me. It was really an accident in writing. I am glad you have a goal of going back to Brazil. I hope I can stay outside of the US. it is just too much annoyance at home.

Just for clarification's sake,

I feel that in this country, I do get along with educated African males whom are usually not Nigerian. The educated African males (excluding the Nigerian ones) are cool-as-f**k. Sorry, most of the Nigerians I have met too many that were too arrogant for my liking. But the thug or the jealous one's envious African ones of any African nation - f**k no. We don't get along.

I still want to go to Senegal, Angola, Equatorial Guinea, Cameroon, Eritrea, Somalia, and Ethiopia after I become settled in Brasil after a few years. I want some BBW Egyptian p***y too. LOLLOLOL

aozora13 wrote:

E_Irizarry wrote:

aozora13 wrote:E, it honestly sucks how black people treat people in the US; especially people who are close relatives (since you are Brazilian). In my life I had problems because I am dark as Denzel Washington but a relatively smart guy who likes things which would make me appear 'white' to people. I honestly am not too much into hip hop and yes, I have had constant black women issues at work and am glad I do not have to worry about that here in Europe.

I believe you are on the right path. It is not easy and at times I feel depressed and wondered why there is not a nice guy to be with me and why is not society giving help to make living better for people.

A nice guy to be with you? I thought you were a man. Sorry if it seems like I`m "putting you blast" on the forum here. However, I agree with everything else that you have posted in this thread. Thanks.

Oops, I actually wrote that too fast. I am actually a man. I meant that a nice girl to be with me. It was really an accident in writing. I am glad you have a goal of going back to Brazil. I hope I can stay outside of the US. it is just too much annoyance at home.

I was about to say. You were watching too many Bokeem Woodbine/Ving Rhames/Tyler Perry in-drag flicks. LMAO! Fuckin' gross look at those dudes wear that shit. lol But that shit was very funny: I'm looking for a nice guy to be with. Bahahahaha! You made me happier over that shit, man. LOL