how have you changed over the years?

[kukushka]

as ive gotten older ive cut out dirty jokes and swearing (only talking about IRL, not when it comes to online shitposting). I just felt like it was unbecoming and incongruent with how I wanted to see myself. the funny thing is, I used to think swearing and dirty jokes were really "spicy" and kept things interesting but as im getting older "boring and classy" is more appealing to me.

I got more mellow with the passing of the years. I enjoy the little things more, now, count my blessings. I take things a little less seriously because I realize more and more the futility of it all... life's a game, really. One big social experiment, and I just play my part and try to have some fun with it.

well spoken. agree 100%

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

Ah.. a fellow cynic, nice to meet you. It's not your fault. I think the whole country is going down. You better move happier abroad. Don't try to fight a losing battle and a decaying system.
Same as you, I don't vibe well with most of the Americans. I only vibe well with middle aged American men and women as they seem to be more down to earth.
American women 16-35 yr old think I am some kind of a maladjusted weirdo because I live in a very "Spartan" and austere lifestyle.
I don't spend money on those expensive furniture, decorations, plastic toys, clothes, cars, fancy apartment rooms just to show off and keep up with the Johnses on social media.

I live in a tiny bedroom in Korea town and all I have is my computer, desk, table, chair, bookcase from IKEA. No figurines, posters, any thing like that. I only buy rice, beans, chicken, beef, vegetables, fruits, and I don't eat out every day and post it on social media like them rest of the airheads. I am saving lot of money and will move out of Jewnited states of Americ*nts within 3-5 years later.

I would love to live abroad but I feel obligated to stay in the states with my aging parents.

one good thing about being an outcast is that this idea of keeping up with the joneses is completely foreign to me. I cant imagine letting peer pressure have that much of an effect on me, but this is a reality for normies though

Agreed. At least I don't have to keep up with the Jones.. so ridiculous. Every time a Normie female goes into a restaurant, she always take picture of the appetizer, main course, dessert, and a selfie and post them on Instagram. . Yeah that sucks that you got to take care of aging parents.

I wasn't always a social outcast, I had friends up to 9th grade of High School then all my friends decided to suddenly stop hanging out with me in 10th grade and therefore I became a "social outcast" and the entire school except the teachers and admins had "socially outcasted" me so they made sure that I wasn't in any of their groups, parties, prom, and any activities involving more than two people. I guessed the friends who dropped me spread a horrible rumor about me but they pretend they didn't.. The only ally were some teachers and my guidance counselor. They helped me not to" go all columbine" on the entire school. I always wanted to shell the building with artillery strikes when I get rich and famous.. just buy the building and blow it up.

My parents still works. My mom works in IT and my dad works in transportation. It was thanks to my dad's referral that I got job in some logistics company. Because I didn't have any external social connections... you know social outcast. I discovered that in America, you also need extensive social connections and networking to get referred to a job... so it's not what you know, it's who you know. You have to join the fraternity or church group and get noticed by some Human Resources major there. Later on, when he/she goes into corporate America, he/she can refer you to the job.. It's an elaborate system. Very cliquish and very silo like system similar to Japan. America may look free on the outside, but they are repressive and close minded on the inside. I think that is one of the reasons that normies have to keep up with the Jonese.. they are afraid of the social reprisals and maintaining all of their relationships in order to benefit their careers..

[kukushka]

Agreed. At least I don't have to keep up with the Jones.. so ridiculous. Every time a Normie female goes into a restaurant, she always take picture of the appetizer, main course, dessert, and a selfie and post them on Instagram. . Yeah that sucks that you got to take care of aging parents.

I wasn't always a social outcast, I had friends up to 9th grade of High School then all my friends decided to suddenly stop hanging out with me in 10th grade and therefore I became a "social outcast" and the entire school except the teachers and admins had "socially outcasted" me so they made sure that I wasn't in any of their groups, parties, prom, and any activities involving more than two people. I guessed the friends who dropped me spread a horrible rumor about me but they pretend they didn't.. The only ally were some teachers and my guidance counselor. They helped me not to" go all columbine" on the entire school. I always wanted to shell the building with artillery strikes when I get rich and famous.. just buy the building and blow it up.

My parents still works. My mom works in IT and my dad works in transportation. It was thanks to my dad's referral that I got job in some logistics company. Because I didn't have any external social connections... you know social outcast. I discovered that in America, you also need extensive social connections and networking to get referred to a job... so it's not what you know, it's who you know. You have to join the fraternity or church group and get noticed by some Human Resources major there. Later on, when he/she goes into corporate America, he/she can refer you to the job.. It's an elaborate system. Very cliquish and very silo like system similar to Japan. America may look free on the outside, but they are repressive and close minded on the inside. I think that is one of the reasons that normies have to keep up with the Jonese.. they are afraid of the social reprisals and maintaining all of their relationships in order to benefit their careers..

were all these people that outcasted you also koreans? whats your opinion on koreans? most ive met seem like giga-NPCs (although in all fairness, ever since the plandemic I realized that almost EVERYONE is an NPC regardless of race)

your experience in highschool sounds awful man, really. ive dealt with that same situation many times, having entire groups of people flip on me. I think some people are luckier/unluckier than others and in many different ways. im actually quite lucky in many parts of my life except when it comes to friends.

also as implied in my previous post, I think being an outcast is actually a good thing during this period of time, normies will be penalized, but free thinking loners will do better somewhat. during the lockdown (and subsequent social isolation) my mental health was fine, it was business as usual for me. ditto for the vaxx, I felt zero compulsion to conform and get it.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

were all these people that outcasted you also koreans? whats your opinion on koreans? most ive met seem like giga-NPCs (although in all fairness, ever since the plandemic I realized that almost EVERYONE is an NPC regardless of race)

your experience in highschool sounds awful man, really. ive dealt with that same situation many times, having entire groups of people flip on me. I think some people are luckier/unluckier than others and in many different ways. im actually quite lucky in many parts of my life except when it comes to friends.

also as implied in my previous post, I think being an outcast is actually a good thing during this period of time, normies will be penalized, but free thinking loners will do better somewhat. during the lockdown (and subsequent social isolation) my mental health was fine, it was business as usual for me. ditto for the vaxx, I felt zero compulsion to conform and get it.

1) No, those who dropped me were non Koreans.

Back then my main clique was Non-Koreans (one Irish guy, one Italian guy, one Russian Jewish guy, one polish guy, and various motley assortments). I did know some Koreans in middle school but didn't hang out with them. All the guys in middle school get transitioned to the same one high school.

2) My opinion of Koreans are neutral-bad. I never developed any kind of a social spiritual connection with Koreans. Koreans like to bring other Korean down and tends to "team kill" each other to the oblivion. Just like your African American brothers hating on their fellow black brother.

I did hang out with Koreans cliques in Korean School(Saturday school) but they are much more selfish, cunning and even machiavellian bastards than their American counterparts. Had many bad experience with them.
The Koreans in my high school wasn't bad. I did hang out with two Koreans in ninth grade but soon we drifted apart in tenth grade because they have to go back to their country.
After that no further contact with Koreans except in university years.

I did went to Korean church, but they were very cliquish and closed off to new comers except one or two Korean American guys.. I stopped attending because all those motherfuckers talk about is money and how they need money and your labor(voluntary service without pay) to build a new building for the church.

The current workplace, I had to deal with hundreds of Korean costumers. I find Korean men to be better than Korean women. Korean men are more laid back and more understanding but Korean women are absolute b*tch on wheels, ballbusters and psychopathic b*tches. Some Korean women makes you want to strangle them metaphorically speaking. But there are some asshole Korean men.

3) Your right.. Koreans I met are mostly NPCs. I have never met any Korean that is equal to Winston Wu or one of those free thinking Koreans EVER!!!!! Koreans are naturally conformists, shallow, selfish, materialistic bunch. Similar to the Chinese, but at least the Chinese help each other out a lot. However, the Koreans really love to rip each other apart for the slightest sign of weakness. That's how Koreans are.. That's why when you step into K town, Koreans say "don't trust them other koreans over there".

[kukushka]

were all these people that outcasted you also koreans? whats your opinion on koreans? most ive met seem like giga-NPCs (although in all fairness, ever since the plandemic I realized that almost EVERYONE is an NPC regardless of race)

your experience in highschool sounds awful man, really. ive dealt with that same situation many times, having entire groups of people flip on me. I think some people are luckier/unluckier than others and in many different ways. im actually quite lucky in many parts of my life except when it comes to friends.

also as implied in my previous post, I think being an outcast is actually a good thing during this period of time, normies will be penalized, but free thinking loners will do better somewhat. during the lockdown (and subsequent social isolation) my mental health was fine, it was business as usual for me. ditto for the vaxx, I felt zero compulsion to conform and get it.

1) No, those who dropped me were non Koreans.

Back then my main clique was Non-Koreans (one Irish guy, one Italian guy, one Russian Jewish guy, one polish guy, and various motley assortments). I did know some Koreans in middle school but didn't hang out with them. All the guys in middle school get transitioned to the same one high school.

2) My opinion of Koreans are neutral-bad. I never developed any kind of a social spiritual connection with Koreans. Koreans like to bring other Korean down and tends to "team kill" each other to the oblivion. Just like your African American brothers hating on their fellow black brother.

I did hang out with Koreans cliques in Korean School(Saturday school) but they are much more selfish, cunning and even machiavellian bastards than their American counterparts. Had many bad experience with them.
The Koreans in my high school wasn't bad. I did hang out with two Koreans in ninth grade but soon we drifted apart in tenth grade because they have to go back to their country.
After that no further contact with Koreans except in university years.

I did went to Korean church, but they were very cliquish and closed off to new comers except one or two Korean American guys.. I stopped attending because all those motherfuckers talk about is money and how they need money and your labor(voluntary service without pay) to build a new building for the church.

The current workplace, I had to deal with hundreds of Korean costumers. I find Korean men to be better than Korean women. Korean men are more laid back and more understanding but Korean women are absolute b*tch on wheels, ballbusters and psychopathic b*tches. Some Korean women makes you want to strangle them metaphorically speaking. But there are some asshole Korean men.

3) Your right.. Koreans I met are mostly NPCs. I have never met any Korean that is equal to Winston Wu or one of those free thinking Koreans EVER!!!!! Koreans are naturally conformists, shallow, selfish, materialistic bunch. Similar to the Chinese, but at least the Chinese help each other out a lot. However, the Koreans really love to rip each other apart for the slightest sign of weakness. That's how Koreans are.. That's why when you step into K town, Koreans say "don't trust them other koreans over there".

thanks for sharing. very informative

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

were all these people that outcasted you also koreans? whats your opinion on koreans? most ive met seem like giga-NPCs (although in all fairness, ever since the plandemic I realized that almost EVERYONE is an NPC regardless of race)

your experience in highschool sounds awful man, really. ive dealt with that same situation many times, having entire groups of people flip on me. I think some people are luckier/unluckier than others and in many different ways. im actually quite lucky in many parts of my life except when it comes to friends.

also as implied in my previous post, I think being an outcast is actually a good thing during this period of time, normies will be penalized, but free thinking loners will do better somewhat. during the lockdown (and subsequent social isolation) my mental health was fine, it was business as usual for me. ditto for the vaxx, I felt zero compulsion to conform and get it.

1) No, those who dropped me were non Koreans.

Back then my main clique was Non-Koreans (one Irish guy, one Italian guy, one Russian Jewish guy, one polish guy, and various motley assortments). I did know some Koreans in middle school but didn't hang out with them. All the guys in middle school get transitioned to the same one high school.

2) My opinion of Koreans are neutral-bad. I never developed any kind of a social spiritual connection with Koreans. Koreans like to bring other Korean down and tends to "team kill" each other to the oblivion. Just like your African American brothers hating on their fellow black brother.

I did hang out with Koreans cliques in Korean School(Saturday school) but they are much more selfish, cunning and even machiavellian bastards than their American counterparts. Had many bad experience with them.
The Koreans in my high school wasn't bad. I did hang out with two Koreans in ninth grade but soon we drifted apart in tenth grade because they have to go back to their country.
After that no further contact with Koreans except in university years.

I did went to Korean church, but they were very cliquish and closed off to new comers except one or two Korean American guys.. I stopped attending because all those motherfuckers talk about is money and how they need money and your labor(voluntary service without pay) to build a new building for the church.

The current workplace, I had to deal with hundreds of Korean costumers. I find Korean men to be better than Korean women. Korean men are more laid back and more understanding but Korean women are absolute b*tch on wheels, ballbusters and psychopathic b*tches. Some Korean women makes you want to strangle them metaphorically speaking. But there are some asshole Korean men.

3) Your right.. Koreans I met are mostly NPCs. I have never met any Korean that is equal to Winston Wu or one of those free thinking Koreans EVER!!!!! Koreans are naturally conformists, shallow, selfish, materialistic bunch. Similar to the Chinese, but at least the Chinese help each other out a lot. However, the Koreans really love to rip each other apart for the slightest sign of weakness. That's how Koreans are.. That's why when you step into K town, Koreans say "don't trust them other koreans over there".

thanks for sharing. very informative

That's the story of my life. very unglamorous, dull and boring.
What about your life? How was your school life and what do you think of your own fellow men of same race?

[Outcast9428]

For me personally I became more socially withdrawn and unhappy that I haven't been able to find love. I'm a gay man and trying to find love in America has been exceedingly difficult, which is a tiresome shame, as I'm relentlessly lonely and in need of affection.

I found God and solice in the word of the Bible. I honestly don't know where I would be without the grace of God and the Bible which has helped me feel like I'm no longer alone.

I've always been an outcast, even among the gay community I've never really fit in. I want to travel abroad, maybe to France or Italy, to find myself a handsome man to settle down with. These are the countries of love ❤

This is why I want to travel abroad @Outcast9428, to find love the same as most others here. Gay men in the west are just as vacuous as western women. They aren't the type of people I'm looking for.

I would be tempted to travel to Mexico to meet with @Cornfed if he was ever interested. He could teach me some advanced grappling techniques

I guess that's fair enough... It seems to me like gay culture is kind of the same everywhere though. I suppose maybe Asian homosexuals are more normal and less politically radicalized.

[kukushka]

That's the story of my life. very unglamorous, dull and boring.
What about your life? How was your school life and what do you think of your own fellow men of same race?

school life sucked, although middle school was worse than high school. in middle school I was bullied, in high school I was able to fade into the background and had a few friends

as for me, I used to buy into the alt-right propaganda that whites were extremely noble, awesome, perfect ubermensch but real life experience has shown me that that's bullshit. its true whites overall have some uniquely good features but at the end of the day we're still like any other race, theres good and bad whites.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

That's the story of my life. very unglamorous, dull and boring.
What about your life? How was your school life and what do you think of your own fellow men of same race?

school life sucked, although middle school was worse than high school. in middle school I was bullied, in high school I was able to fade into the background and had a few friends

as for me, I used to buy into the alt-right propaganda that whites were extremely noble, awesome, perfect ubermensch but real life experience has shown me that that's bullshit. its true whites overall have some uniquely good features but at the end of the day we're still like any other race, theres good and bad whites.

Yep, school sucks anyway. You never learn anything useful in life.

White people are mostly cool with me. But they are not the blond haired and blue eyed, perfect ubermenschen like you said. Some lying assholes with deep issues too. Not lot of white people in logistics. The only white people I encountered were mostly Italian Americans. No Germanic, Nordic, Anglo Saxons in the industry.

[CaptainSkelebob2]

I've lost interest in the competition, rat race and America's rampant materialism. I no longer care about society's conformity. Now I just wanna do my own thing and be authentic to myself.

I was popular in college. I had a good career. I even got married to hot girl from a well-to-do family. But all of that "success" was an illusion. It didn't bring me true or lasting happiness.

Now I crave a more simple life, one that is healthier, more authentic and populated by true friends and real people. I don't think that could ever be possible in the Corporate States of America. That's why I'm looking into Colombia, Brazil, Costa Rica and a few other locations.

[EdwardMatthew]

The biggest thing I notice is when I jack off now I don't throw a load very far, this has me really concerned..

WTF Perhaps your over 50 and your prostate is blocking your bladder.

Yaa another thing I notice is my belly has gotten so big it blocks the view of my peter.

HAHAHAHA

[EdwardMatthew]

Over the years, I have undergone significant personal growth and positive transformations. I have developed a heightened sense of focus and dedication towards my work, allowing me to achieve greater productivity and professional success. Simultaneously, I have recognized the importance of maintaining a healthy work-life balance, which has enabled me to allocate quality time for my family and friends. Moreover, my lifestyle choices have also evolved. I have consciously shifted towards a healthier diet, opting for nourishing foods rather than indulging in unhealthy junk options. This change has not only positively impacted my physical well-being but has also enhanced my overall energy levels and mental clarity. I have become more mindful of self-care practices. I prioritize activities that promote my mental and emotional well-being, such as regular exercise, engaging in hobbies, and setting aside moments for relaxation and rejuvenation. As a result of these positive shifts, I have experienced a greater sense of fulfillment and satisfaction in my daily life. The conscious choices I make now reflect a commitment to personal growth, holistic well-being, and nurturing meaningful relationships.

[kukushka]

That's the story of my life. very unglamorous, dull and boring.
What about your life? How was your school life and what do you think of your own fellow men of same race?

school life sucked, although middle school was worse than high school. in middle school I was bullied, in high school I was able to fade into the background and had a few friends

as for me, I used to buy into the alt-right propaganda that whites were extremely noble, awesome, perfect ubermensch but real life experience has shown me that that's bullshit. its true whites overall have some uniquely good features but at the end of the day we're still like any other race, theres good and bad whites.

Yep, school sucks anyway. You never learn anything useful in life.

White people are mostly cool with me. But they are not the blond haired and blue eyed, perfect ubermenschen like you said. Some lying assholes with deep issues too. Not lot of white people in logistics. The only white people I encountered were mostly Italian Americans. No Germanic, Nordic, Anglo Saxons in the industry.

IME italian americans are based. I love them, always get along well with them. theyre "white" but not stuck up if that makes any sense