@KalinagoDear Brother,I have some questions for you,
1.How do you explain charismatic ex-satanist testimonies,that 'satan'and the 'demons'work to destroy christianity,want blood sacrifices,assasinate people,and cannot destroy belieiving christians,because they have a wall of fire around them,heaven and hell visits,seeing muhammed,buddha and other founders of religions in their hell,and that 'demons'are hindu(and african) goddesses and gods?
I have heard before from the JOS,that YHWH is a hivemind of reptilians(the metatron) connected to a powerful egregore which is empowered by the hebrew letters of the Torah as a mantra,and that Jesus is the leviathan,the chosen messiah ben david to the top judaic Rabbis of kabbalah,which maybe they control this particular Christ egregore.
they also allegedly created heaven as a soul harvesting center in the astral,and hell as a place in the astral for those that disobey them even on one point(unrepentant sin).
but the only thing stopping me from believing this and your parallel experience is these charismatic stories,the fact these demons have attacked me when I first left hinduism for christianity,and such things.
I also heard from JOS these demons,which are allegedly jewish thoughtforms and grey aliens,fallen nordic aliens etc mall working together impersonate the Gods of the gentiles.To give them a bad name.
I heard from a JOS poster that samael is a dark aspect of the YHWH thoughtform in kabbalah,maybe his demons are too,as good cop bad cop,but I need your clarification and hopefully experience in knowing this.
I want to live life freely,leave christianity,but I need full proof.
I know the illuminatti believe in christ as the head of their jewish lodge,and that there is some fishy things going on.
But I need proof that what I believe is a deception,and I also need to know how the bible is false.
I feel suffocated under christianity and abrahamic religion,but follow it out of fear.
during my truffles trip in amsterdam in 2016,I experienced brahman and found that kashmir shaivism is true and the great goddess is the brahman personified as shakti.
I also found the jewish soul to have a very negative evil dark aspect emanating from it similar to how you described saurians-repitlians just like the JOS says,when I debated some israelis on the street about free energy technology and cosmology,against relativity and einstein in favor of Tesla and walter russel during that mushroom trip.
Hey there, my friend. Thank you for your response. So these ex satanists claim their demonic gods wanted blood sacrifice and all the rest of it? The Bible demands all that stuff too. Yahweh demands the blood of animals to satiate his blood lust and even demands the slaughter of first born babies and children. How is this deity any different to the demons you described in your question?
I don't think worshipping a god out of fear is a legitimate reason to worship a god at all. I used to be Christian and worshipped Yahweh for the same reasons. But inevitably I left that religion because I found it too alien to the nature of my soul. If you need any other reasons to doubt the legitimacy of this religion then all you have to do is look into some much older mythologies from which the Abrahamic religions have been plagiarised. The Sumerian accounts predate the Bible by thousands of years and tell an alternative version of our creation and the being slandered as Satan is actually the benefactor of humanity.
I've written various threads on things like this which you may find interesting to read through, if nothing else.
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This is my Ancient Astronaut Hypothesis thread. Wherein I talk in more depth about the origins of the gods of Orion. The same gods who are renamed throughout various historical cultures. There may be some interesting information in here that resonates well with you.
There's also various threads I've written on the occult and spirituality which might interest you including these:
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This is a thread about how I interpret the nature of reality through research into Hermetic philosophy and the Hermetic Principles. It serves as a more believable explanation than Yahweh just saying "let there be light" etc.
These threads might interest you also:
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This is Christianity vs Atheism vs Spirituality. A theological and philosophical debate on which of these models is most believable. You may find some interesting insights in here which are relevant to your question.
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This is a thread I wrote about Society and Spiritual Anatomy and how it is designed to block the functioning of our chakras which can cause both mental and physical problems.
Physical reality and spirituality are intertwined and its important to fortify your spiritual fortitude through occultic practice. Otherwise you leave yourself vulnerable to attacks from angels/demons/reptilian or other hostile entities. In my opinion they are all the same thing.
What you said about Yahweh is interesting. Him being an egregore of the reptilians. I think @Tsar and @Lucas88 might find what you said interesting as well. I agree to an extent. I think christianity itself is a powerful egregore which is in place to snare the spiritually inclined and brainwash them with ideals of servility and submission to authority.
I wish you luck on your search for truth.